JenJen's Reminisces

BRB

2010-03-17T23:32:00.001+08:00

Will be back posting again. I'm now working as an ... ... .... Accounts Assistant! So far so good. Quite like it. Keep it up and hopes it's getting better! Oh ya! Next month is year end hclosing & stock taking! I think I will be busy like mad and OT like nobody business! Omg! Secrestly I'm quite anticipating too. Hope it won't be that bad! Pray hard!

Disheartened soul

2010-03-17T23:28:00.001+08:00

Oh gosh! I'm really disheartened by my results! Seriously FML! Failed F2 paper by 1 mark and passed both F1 & F3 with 60+ marks. Sighhhhh. Should I be happy or sad based on the ACCA worldwide passing rate?

I have made up my mind! This semester I have decided to drop F6 and forcus on F2,F4 & F5 instead! Since I have missed quite a numbers of F6 classes! Oops! =X Qiudan, Jerlyn & Eryn; let's be the majority from F1-F3 & minority from F4 paper onwards! Pass all the papers with flying colors and obtain the pro. degree in a few years time. Earn big big bucks $$$ as an accountant! Rmb our dream to be TAITAI? Haha. Let's our dream come true! =D

On a lighter note, let's me share with you about my CNY. The usual visiting but lesser this year due to grandma passed away a few months ago. As usual, cousins and friends came over to my house for visiting but no ang bao for them due to the same reasons.
Pineapple tarts is my favourie during CNY. It's a MUST! Play MJ, blackjack & poker. It's all sbt gambling! Win and lose at the same time. Till now I think I have lost abt 80 bucks???

As busy as a bee... Bbbbzzzzzzzz

2010-02-11T15:21:00.001+08:00

How's your Spring Cleaning?

Done? Or half-way through?

For my case is half-way through.

I left cleaning my bookshelf, side table, table, wiping windows & window grills, changing of new bedsheets, hanging up the clean curtain, hang all the wash laundry, mop/vacuum the floor and etc.

Oh dear! Can I manage to done everything by tomorrow?

Do I have enough time?

~~Okie I know I should get back to my tasks now so I have more time but i want to relax a lil before going back.~~

As later I still have class to attend in the evening and Friday I had class in the noon.

And and and I need to get a dress from cotton on, shoes from Charles & Keith & crystals for my nails. *Bling bling*

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Yipeee! Muffin & Jelly are home sweet home.

I bet they miss their sweet owner very muchhhhhhhhhh.

Wahahahahaha.

Changed their bedding & clean their cage in the early noon.

Left bathing them and this task I shall leave it tomorrow to Dardar.

As I don't dare to do it and it's always his job. =P

Muffin

Jelly

Lil corner of their homes =)

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Finally, after my Bangkok trip I met up with dardar!

Hehe.

We had our dinner @ Roma Deli.

Had my usual set, mushroom soup, green tea & spicy cheese spaghetti. *Yum Yum*

Only remebered to take the photos of our dishes when we ate half way through, so ya no photos.

Boohooo!

We also had dessert @ Ah Chew dessert.

Dardar had his sesame with rice balls while I had my Mango sage with ice cream.

Ummm... I think the dessert are so so only.

Not that fantastic though.

Next, we went for a little shopping @ bugis!

And dardar got me a V'day present!

Lovesssssss.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee... =)

It's the FCUK watch!

Simple and nice = classy!

And I also got a black vintage bag from bugis.
Nice!

20 bucks!

Reasonable price! So I get it.

Hehe.

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I decided to get this in either black or pink! Wheeee!

Hehe.

On the other handddddddddddd.....

Parents are still considering whether to get me a Burberry wallet or not.

I WANT I WANT PLEASE!

But the possiblities ain't that high too. =(

IF IF IF I could get one...

Pink (Blue Label)?

Or the Black (Classic)?

Seeeeeeee... FICKLE MINDED again.

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Alright, will update my BKK trip in next post.

Stay tuned yeah.

Photos will be uploaded. =)

Actually I have lots of lots of lots of things I didn't get.

Because I'm totally out of budget plus I spent way too much and way out of planned budget already.

Boohooo!

I want more dresses, toga top/dress, shoes, jacket, bottoms & naraya!

Sighhhhhh...

Maybe I should ask my XY darling to get for me?

Hehehehe.

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Alright, till here.

I shall get my ass to do all the unfinished spring cleaning tasks.

Zzzzzz.

BYE!

A lil update! :)

2010-02-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

Alright, let me blog a lil before I leave for a gateway to BKK in a few hours time!
Can't wait! =D

My BKK trip finally come true after so long.

Wheeeee! =D

It will gonna be a fun, fruitful and fabulous trip!

Full of anticipations!

EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED!

Please let all of us have a safe trip throughout the 4 days!

I believe god will be with us 24/7. =D

Well, recently has been a hectic period for me.

Plus I don't know what am I busy about too.

Just busy here busy there or maybe slacking here and there.

LOL.

Alright, let's the photos do the talking. :)

Start from the most "recent" ones.

I cut bangs!

Ah Yang's 22nd Birthday ~

LiveChat BBQ~

Outdated photos =S

Ah Ma Funeral ~

pretty cousin =D

Dardar <3

Cute muffin ~

Okie lazy to titl the photo! Bleah!

Sooooo kawaii ne =D

Till here!

Take care peeps!

Tata =P

CYCLES GOES ROUND ROUND ROUND

2010-01-23T01:27:00.001+08:00

KARMA...

WILL HIT YOU ONE DAY!

EITHER IT WILL COME NOW, LATER OR IN THE FUTURE!

Envious of their beauty

2010-01-14T16:13:00.003+08:00

I'm so so so so so so so SOOOOOOOO ENVY of those PRETTY/GORGEOUS/BEAUTIFUL girls/lady/woman.

Can I be one of them too?

~~Maybe I should go for a cosmetic makeover or surgery.~~

I should learn how to do chio make up.

I believe that cosmetics plays a big part too.

I want long, volume & silky hair.

I want long & volume eye lashes.

I want big charming eyes.

I want shui mi tao jiu ba.

I want ting ting de pi zi.

Overall I want a PRETTY face!

Wish me luck!

LOL.

Or anyone want to sponser me for cosmetic makeover/surgery? ;P

Tata. =)

Reflections

2010-01-11T10:28:00.005+08:00

It's time for me to mauture both my thoughts & actions.

Being more responsible, understanding, considerate, thoughtful, helpful, tolerant, forgiving, paitent, sympathetic, gracious, merciful & gentle.

~~STOP being so temperamental, emotional, ungrateful & cry baby.~~

Jena you can do it!

加油!

~~Doubting. :(~~

~~Words are easier to type/said then actions taken. Sigh.~~

Yes, have faith in yourself, Jena!
God, please enlight me and help me through the journey.

Seriously, I need your help too.

A penny of thoughts to share

2010-01-07T10:39:00.002+08:00

Be frank, would you choose Money or Love?

For me, I want the best of both world!

May I?

Okie, I'm greedy but that's reality.

C'mon, who doesn't want both?

Well, now I'm actually blogging at my working place, therefore no photos, hence a wordy post.

So bored at work.No "business". Zzz...

Actually wanted to blog at home but I'm too tired to do so everytime after I end work.

Another 8 more days to go.

Perseverance!

BKK here I come in 27 days! =D

Honestly, I'm really very excited about the trip and filled with full of anticipation.

Day time shooping.

Night time gossiping.

Wahahahahaha.

It's spell F-U-N!

~~Hopefully both my dad & bf give me many many many $$$$$ to BKK to spend.~~

~~Wahahahahaha...~~

~~Okie stop dreaming!~~

On a lighter note, I cut my hair.

Bangs again =)

On the other hand, it become shorter.

Boohoo! =(

I keep telling myself, be positive hair will grow!

Emo-ing

2010-01-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

The first dismal dispiriting days of January.

Are your friend(s) fake or true to you?

True can be easily identified however fake is really hard.
Because they can fake all the time.

Blessed if you have true friends.

Cherish them!

It's hard to find one.

Emo-ing.

Oh dear, this isn't me or perhaps it's me?

Well, I'm those kind of person who thinks alot at night.

No doubts.

I look positive and cheerful BUT inside me I'm not.
Really.
~~Sometime~~ MOST of the time I ~~jealous~~ envy of others who have good life, rich, success in whatever they do, have no worries & etc.
Basically everything they have are 100 times better than me.
Why is that so?

How about me?

Why all bad things falls on me?
Where's the goods ones? (please come to me *begging*)
~~Am I really very bad?~~
Sigh...

It's the brand new year 2010, I should be happy and awaiting for happier/better days ahead of me.

What happened?

I'm glad that I have superb family, magnificent bf and awesome darling.
Haman are never content.
~~Am I one of them?~~
They will start cherish when they lost it.
But it's already too late.
~~For me, I have a real case, and that's really depressing.~~

Well, I'm both mentally & physically tired.
More rants in my mind but who will know?
Sigh...

Nights.

Tomorrow is the start of my working (LiveChat for TP) for 12 days straight.
No off days including weekdays.
Can you imagine?
OMG!

Chaos!

Awesome 2010

2010-01-01T14:56:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year World!!!

Welcome 2010 & Goodbye 2009.

2010 will definitely be a better and awesome year ahead!!! Wheeeee! =D

What yours resolution?

For me, it will be...
1. REFINE MY INNER BEAUTY! Become a better person regardless of being a daughter/sister/friend/girlfriend
2. Get good results and do my revision frequently.
3. Become rich and HUAT ah!!! =D
4. More $$$$$$ in my bank & cash on hand *ching ching*
5. Possess more GOOD LUCK!
6. Get a good job in terms of pay, benefits, good collegues, working environment & etc
7. Become a more PRETTY & silmer lady; better if I have a 火辣身材 & 天使脸孔 *winks*
8. Getting & fulfilling all my WISHES, WANTS & NEEDS *wheeeee*
9. Holiday with DarDar in late 2010 to either Japan or Taiwan that we planned last year *woohoo*
10. Don't be LAZY!

Ohhhh, I'm so fickle minded. Should I get iPhone or E72 or Blackberry? Any recommendation?

~~If I get iPhone, then my iTouch would be redundant.~~

I wanna a new mac laptop and a new camera. Any sponsor, donators or kind souls? =P

Maybe you can transfer to my POSB savings 024-53028-0. It will be greatly appreciated & wisely spend. TIA!!! =D

Tata! =)

Drained...

2009-12-29T23:29:00.001+08:00

Will blog soon after my training. =) tomorrow shall be the last training! Yeahhhh!

I have So many things to blog & photos to upload. Just that I'm simply too exhausted to blog after my training.

Stay tuned! Nights world! =)

Full Of Anticipation!

2009-12-23T23:26:00.004+08:00

Wheeeee! Wheeee! Wheeeee! I'm over the moon. Air tickets to Bangkok has finally settled for the price of $215 with Jetstar (is the price okie? I'm not sure because first time going). Will be going with Qiu Dan, Jerlyn & Eryn. Whoohoo! It's gonna to be fun and it's all about shopping! Can't wait! We will be there from 3 feb-6 feb (4D3N). =) OMG! It's really unbelievable! Both my parents allowed me to go! Lalalalalala... Hotel not yet settled. Looking for good and cheap ones, currently our selection is Baiyoke boutique Hotel, S$86per person for 3N (cheap not?).

I'm a Happy Happy Happy HAPPY H-A-P-P-Y GIRL!!!! =D =D =D
Filled with anticipation!

As HAPPY as a clam =D

2009-12-22T01:19:00.011+08:00

Wheeeee! Wheeee! Wheeee! This gonna to be a happy long post! =D

Dardar's POP on 8th Dec 09

Which NS man isn't happy when they POP? I think they are even happier when they ORD. Hahahaha.
Poor dardar, he have to go back to work the next following day at Paya Lebar Air Force School. Unlike others who can enjoy their 10 days block leaves. Zzz...
Was there with his parents, waited for an hour or more for the parade to start. Darn, waited for so long! Zzz... Saw Guigui too! =)

MJ session & Shopping therapy on 18th Dec 09

Meet up with Laopo in the noon for shopping therapy! Headed to her house first, initially wanted to get songs from her however due to some reasons I didn't get any and doesn't wish to elaborate more. Lazy to. Haha. First time shopping at 313 plus long time didn't go shopping with her. It is fun and nice but both of us have to leave at 6pm because she's working and I'm meeting dardar.
At night, played MJ with Dar, Clinton & Daryl. Argh! I lost! Plus I 'bao' for the first round of the MJ. Moreover, it's just the start only. So sway. Zzz... Next time I shall not be so kay kiang. Nevertheless, lesson learnt. A few hours later, JG, Gwen & Xy came over to join us too. Played till midnight and home sweet home. =)

Shopping for Christmas gifts with DarDar on 19th Dec 09

Last saturday shopping with my love. Hehehe =D Once in a blue moon okie, because he hate shopping. Zzz...

First stop, we went to Far East Shopping Center to get his gadget, Black PSP 3000.

Second stop, went to buy my Macarons from Canele at Wheelock. Whooooo!!! Nice (Yum Yum) but ex. First time he bought for me after so long. So I'm a happy girl. Hahaha.

Next stops, was shopping at IONs then to Somerset 313, Tampines 1 and Tampines Mall for Christmas gifts.
Last but not least, home sweet home. =) We were so tired after 1 whole day of shopping, esp our legs but it's all worth it. I love SHOPPING!!! =D

Something random to share, a gift from Etude house. Guess what's inside?

A stack of cotton wool. Zzz.. What a "fantastic" gift! Thanks anyway! =/

It's spells F-U-N

2009-12-17T18:24:00.001+08:00

Yesterday is my last day for tuition. Wheeeee!!! Then I can rest and enjoy the rest of my holidays till next year Jan. Aftermath, around late Jan I will start looking for a new pernament job! Zzz... Inevitably, no choice. Experience is essential as many have told me that experience is very important. Another important factor is definetly $$$$$. 'Ching ching' do you hear it? ROFL

Alright, back to yesterday events. Met up with QD, JT, Alvina & Boss after my tuition at Aljunied. First time meeting them except for QD of course! Went to have dinner at Chong Pang. They are so funny luh. Esp QD new gossip. Tas tsk tsk. Secret date huh. Oops. Lol. Aftermath, went back to pasir ris, actually JT suggested to watch Storm Warriors 2 but both QD & me insisted not to and in the end we went to find Jerlyn out and yes she agreed! Whoooo!!! Steady pom pipi!!! Haha. After some discussion, we decided to play L4D2 @ katong. Wheeeee!!! First time play 2!!!! Fun fun fun!!! Wen bing & Co joined us too. Played Verus, at first we won but in the end we lost. Boohoo but nvm it's just a game afterall. We will be better the next time. Hehe. After that, we went back to Pasir ris to slack at mac, actually initially wanted mac cafe but it's already closed. Then home sweet home @ around 3 plus. It's spells tired but fun!! Wheeeee!!! =D

Revamped!

2009-12-16T14:59:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeeee!!!
I love my new blogskins. =D
I have spent at least 2 hours on it.
Ohhhh, well done Jena! (a tap on my shoulder)
*Winks!* =D

Awwww...
On the other hand, I'm in pain.
Arghhhhh... So painful... =( =( =(
Big aunt came.
Man will never understand how painful it can be.
Think I drank too much cold water but who can resist it esp on a sunny hot day?!
Alright, stop the whining.

Finally I have blogged something after sooooo sooooo sooooo longggggggg...
Ohhhh, now I'm so addicted to Twitter. Hahahaha...
Yeahhhh, finally I got my long awaited iTouch.
Actually it's a gift from Dardar. =D
Now, I'm waiting to get my E72 and maybe a brand new lappy.

Whoooooooo!!! Now I'm having holidays!
Love it!!!
Inevitably, it's only a short holiday till early Jan.
Better than nothing right?
It still spells S-H-I-O-C-K-N-E-S-S!!!
Examination was finally over!
Exam really makes my life terrible.
It's all about mugging mugging and mugging.
No fun at all!!! It's kills lots of my brain cells. No joke!
Unlike poly, sec or pri exam. So diff!

Tata, going to bath.
Leaving house in an hour time!

IF....

2009-10-02T10:22:00.002+08:00

If...

Only IF everything is so perfect...

What I want is only just ... ... ...

If...

If...

If...

If...

If...

=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(

Zzzzzzzzzz

2009-09-28T15:27:00.004+08:00

I have misplaced my ibanking device.
I have misplaced my thumbdrive.
:( :( :( :( :(
WTH!

Frankly, I don't know whether I have lost both or misplaced both.
There are 2 possibilities.
Either I misplaces both in my house or I lost it both from my little compartment of my bag which is easily to drop something out without any realization.
WTH!

I'm so down on luck, especially this year 2009.
I need some luck!
GOOD ONES please... I beg...

~~I'm so envy of others.~~

Photos time! =)

2009-09-25T10:08:00.008+08:00

Well, I don't know which-day-what-time I took all these photos.

When when when? O.o

I only know where it was taken and it was taken before dardar enlisted to NS and. =S

But still it's photos time!

hehehehehehehehehe...

Someday on the way to M'sia with my parents =) =) =)

Rabbit or mouse? You choose!

nerdy face of dardar

sian face =( =( =(

Okie my 'zi lian' timeeeeeee... =X

Ahhhhhhh, did you get a shock by his face? LOL.

Eh, in the car...

Cheeze! =p

Oops dardar face is being cut.

SMILE! =D =D =D

On a lighter note, I MISS MY LONG FRINGE!!!

3 precious days with DarDar

2009-09-22T11:47:00.007+08:00

19 Sept 2009

Joyful :) :) :) and love ♥♥♥ to describe the day.

Dardar booked out around 4 plus and I went to meet him at his house around 5 plus.

As he booked out from discovery center. He was having a talk over there. So farrrrrrrr...

All the way from Joo Koon.

I was so anticipating and happy to meet him man.

Miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

No words can describe how much I miss him during the 9days he was in the tekong.

Have dinner at his house, slack till 11 plus then went back over to my house. =)

20 sept 2009

Went to Mount Faber with my family.

The weather is so darn freaking freaking freaking hot man.

I can't stand it.

It's so undesirable.

I think I have become more tanned lo.

Sighhhhhhh...

A few pics to share, there's more but with others.

DarDar botak & me!

Me and Lena!

( okie, I am without makeup, I know I look pale and ugly. :( )

After mount faber, went to cheeveron (whatever it's spells) but it wasn't open.

Waste our trip down as it said only closed on Monday but didn't indicate including public holidays.

We went to NTUC to get something afterwards, then back to DarDar house and my famiy went back home.

In the evening, we went to Clinton's house and play MJ and back to his house after 2 rounds of MJ.

Darn early lo, 11 plus going to 12 only. LOL.

I think because dardar have used to sleep early before 11.

21 sept 2009

Woke up in the morning and had my vegetarian bee hoon which his mum bought for us.

Slack till noon, we decided to watch movie before he booked in.

We caught Phobia 2. Rate 5/10.

Not recommended.

Not as nice and as scary as Phobia 1.

After movie, daddy fetched us to pasir ris since bro need to booked in at 7.10 and dardar meeting his bunk mates for dinner before he booked in at 8.15.

Bro and dardar in uniform (smart 4) are so handsome lo. ♥♥♥ hehehehehehe.

Time flies when he booked out man.

Till here, Missessssssssssssss...

Some out-dated pictures during Dardar's 21st birthday. :)

Birthday boy & Birthday cake

I wish I wish ... ... ...

Blow candles!

Cut cake. Pose!

with his friends.... =)

2009-09-17T16:48:00.003+08:00

I know my blog is FULL of WORDS.

No photos, because I don't have the habit to take photo. =( =( =(

Just went for dental check.

I have 2 WISDOM TOOTH!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh...

Okie nvm, that's mean I'm WISEEEEEEEEEEE.

hahahahahahahahahhaha...

I miss my boy.

How I wish today is Saturday...

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Alright, I shall post some updated photosssssssss...

My 21st Birthday

Some photos from my dearest cosuin only.

because XY camera is lost therefore many photos taken with all my guest is lost too.

Sighhhhhhh...

Forget it!

Photo here!

The pink camera.....

The vegetarian buffet. Nice okay! hahahaha..

Dearest cousin of mine.

Brother

My family.

Da Jiu

Christine & me

Cousinsssss

Xaiver, Shan, Jg & me

Cecelia & Me

My brother's family picture.

hahahahah. kidding.

My 21st EGGLESS cake! Nice okay, almost everyone say so!

Flowers & balloon =)

My Family

My family with loves ones =)

Cousins =)

some not there working =(

My bestie =)

Bestie with loves ones =)

nel working =(

KOA =)

Poly sisters =)

Sec bestie =)

Some not there too, they came much later =(

That's all folks! =) =) =)

Mixed Feelings

2009-09-15T16:15:00.003+08:00

Woohoooooo!

Finally blogger is back to normal as it is!

Okie, currently, I'm having some sort of mixed feeling.

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I fucking hate this person.

I don't know her, never met her before, but I just hate her man.

Because of her stupid fucking irritating annoying actions that she did.

Darn!

I just simply dislike her.

I don't know why or well, maybe I do. :S

But WHATEVER!

Just FUCK OFF!

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Just went to check up in the noon after a month of operation.

Doc say everything is fine, but whenever there's pain or whatever, I have to go back.

And and and, doc said that my scare will slowly regain back to the normal skin colour in about 2..... YEARS time!

WTH! So darn freaking long.

Maybe I should go for some scare removable treatment?

But it's so ex. I can't afford it.

Sighhhhhhhhh...

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Initially, after check up, I wanted to go over to bestie xy house but i'm just so lazy and tired after I reached home.

Mummy did asked me to join her for shopping and get the things that I want (good opportunity), but I' just so lazy to step out of my house.........

I just want to stay at home and enjoy the air con and the comfort of my bed.

Recently, the weather is darn freaking hot, seriously I can't stand it.

Zzzzzzzzz...

But des asked me to join them later on but should I?

Zzzzzzzzz...

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I want to get a wallet!

Maybe after my dearest bf book out as he promised to get me one.

Hehehehehehehehehe...

Or maybe ask him to share with my parents to get even a BETTER one for me?

Hehehehehehehehehe...

Should I?

As my mum actually wanted to get 1 for me as I have been using my current wallet for years already.

Ummmm... See how then...

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Dardar! Dardar! Dardar! I miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...

Love Sickkkkkkkkkkkkk ♥

2009-09-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

I miss him!
I miss dardar!
I miss bf!
I miss MH!
I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu MR CHONG!

Ohhhhhh I'm in pain.
I mean physically pain.

I want to go for holiday!
Maybe in sept to Taiwan?
Hopefully! :) :) :)

Somewhere over the rainbow, clear blue sky...
okie I shall stop my randomness...

I need $$$$$$$$ BADLY!!!!!!
I want shopping therapy!

Ohhhhhhh, I want to club buttttttttttttt I promised my bf.
Haven't been clubbing for quite a period.
I have to keep my promised and our trust!

Later going to meet KH & MJ. :) :) :)
Maybe MJ at clinton's house later in evening? :P :p :p

Ahhhhhhhhhhh....
I miss him!
I miss dardar!
I miss bf!
I miss MH!
I miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu MR CHONG!

Update!

2009-09-02T23:46:00.004+08:00

Boohoo!
This month, September, 3 guys are going to NS.
Firstly, my dearest BF on the 10th. :( :( :(
His enlisting date has been push forward.
So fast lo. Zzzzzzzzz...
I can't imagine I'm going to meet him only once or twice a week.
I'm going to miss him to the core.
Going to stick to him like superglue till 10th.
Secondly, my dearest bro on the 14th.
I'm both sad and happy.
But I think more n happy?
Because I can have my own room back.
His room is once my very own room!
I want it back man!
And maybe I can use his computer?
My macbook spoilt and my parents laptop was like so lousy can. WTH!
I DESPERATELY need a new one. Any kind souls? :p
But I will still worry for him of course!
Lastly, my dearest friend, chun on the 14th too.

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I'm so broke now, owe people camera.
Sigh, don't how why it was lost.
Seriously have no idea.
Count me down on luck.
Now saving up money to return.
I'm so poor and broke. Penniless.
No job = No $$$.
I still believed when it comes to money it will still 100% definitely hurts whatever relationship you can called.
Sigh.
Big sigh sigh sigh.
FUCK the person who stole it!
I NEED A JOB! ANY INTRO?

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Tomorrow I'm going to have my thread remove.
Hopefully, it's painless, with minimum scar and no other infections!

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I have so many wants to do/own, so many things to fulfill but ... ... ...
I don't have the ability to do so.
When will I have the ability?

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Sometime I feel my life is missing something.
But I don't know what is it.
Can someone tell me.

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And I super hate my fringe now, just cut it recently but not as good as my mum cut it for me the 1st time.

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I want to catch up with many of my friends.
Sec, poly, bestie and etc.
Am I able to do so?
Jio me out man!

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Chalet this week again.
MJ! MJ! MJ! My love. Heheheheh...
Why don't people create a MJ CCA in school.
I will definitely sign up for it man! With 100% attendance.
LOL LOL LOL

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Ohhh, my post is full of random things.
Yeah, that's JENA, ME!
Who's is so random and unpredictable!

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My 21st Birthday!

2009-08-06T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hi to all my dear family & friends!
YOu guys are invited to my Countdown 21st Birthday party on 7 Aug (Fri) @ 8pm!
Venue @ Pasir Ris Costa Sands resort!
Do bring along your bf/gf or admirers!
Please do come yeah!
Don't disappointed me, see you guys there!

2009-08-05T23:53:00.003+08:00

I definitely 101% agreed with my friend.

R- says:
sigh
u rather have no money or no love?
A- says:
hmm
i want both
R- says:
cannot
A- says:
but i want love
R- says:
too greedy
A-e says:
got money no love
meaningless

money doesnt spell L-O-V-E.

Darn FUCKING disappointed

2009-07-31T18:04:00.001+08:00

fuck FucK FUCK!!!
Sighhhhhhhhhhhh...
Darn freaking disappointed.

I wanted to book chalet for my 21st birthday.
NO SLOTS available. :( :( :(
Okie I know my fault, it's TOO LATE to book now moreover it's falls on a PH.
Big sigh sigh sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh

When I wanted to ask SOMEONE about an opinion, HE yelled at me on the phone.
WTF?
It's not NECESSARY at all...
I'm just asking for opinion not for SCOLDING!
I hate it!
Yes, his fox tail is coming out 1 by 1. I supposed.
Argh...

It's never like before anymore.
I hate it.
Yes I can blog whatever I want to.
My happiness, my sadness, angry-ness and etc.
THIS IS MY BLOG!

I want a breakaway please.
Somewhere, to enjoy myself, indulge myself, relax myself for a FEW days and maybe I will be satisfied.
I wanted to go BANGKOK so badly but someone die die also don't wanna to go.
Well, I hope I'm able to go with my friends...

Maybe I'm going holiday with my bf during august.
Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe...
Anticipating.
That is what I have always longed for!
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!!

NOT A KID!

2009-07-21T15:16:00.003+08:00

I'm not a KID anymore!
I need a break DESPERATELY!
After I have completed my ACCA level 1.
I will defiantly find a accounting job and at the same time continue my level 2 in the evening.
I need to earn my own money now and at the same time gaining experience.

I don't want any more nagging!
I need some peace!
PLEASE DON'T PUT ALL YOUR EXPECTATIONS ON ME!
NEITHER EXPECT ME TO BE A 100% GOOD GIRL!
Seriously I don't like it.
I feel pressured and stressed.
NOBODY IS PERFECT!

Yeah you have heard how good is other people's daughter or whatever.
Have you know their bad things?
Who will go out and tell people their bad things? Of course people will defiantly show off their good things what.
Logical!
I always believe when there's is good, there's is bad too.
Everything is balanced.
Noting is perfectly good nor bad.

You want me to do household.
Okie I admit. I'm wronged at this.
But I really hate doing it. I'M LAZY!
How I wish Yati is with us all around 365days and not alternate months. Zzzzz...

You want me to join classes.
But sometimes I don't feel like going.
Plus I .... .... ....
I HAVE MY OWN CHOICE!

You want me to tell you where I'm going.
Yeah, I used to tell you where I'm going.
But dont know when, since i tell you i'm going somewhere you will nagged at me or whatever.
you know.

Staying out late is not a SIN!
Staying over is not a SIN too!

I hate you nagged at me like nobody business.
Sometimes... .... ...

Sigh, I don't wish to say anymore.
Yeah, I'm 21 soon, I wish to have my FREEDOM & my OWN SPACE!

Now I shall be a good girl before my driving.
Wash dishes and vacuum floor.

GONE!

A Good Friend

2009-02-20T00:00:00.004+08:00

KH is a good friend indeed. :)

Okie luh, I try my best to remember since you're such a good friend.
LOL

Bored

2009-02-19T16:17:00.004+08:00

I'm bored, so I decided to blog.
However, when I start to blog, I don't know what to write.
So now, I'm trying very hard to think what shall I blog.
But the result is still the same.
My mind is blank.
And yeah, I'm bored.

Alright, I think I shall stop here.
As I know this post is redundant and uncalled for.
Well, just let me whine whine whine.
Till here.

OUT

2009-02-19T00:42:00.006+08:00

17 Feb 09

Had dinner with KH at Sushi Teh.
Yummy Yummy.
Sushi is oishi ne!
Then I had my all -time-favorite Yami yogurt too.

And we walked from Raffles Place to Plaza Sing then back to Suntec and take bus 10 home.
MJ I'm waiting for your date!

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18 Feb 09

I'm so bored.
Rotting away...

What should I do?
Find a full-time job till July?
Or enjoy my holidays till July with my part time job?

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♥ Well well well, FINALLY I got my new phone today! ♥
Teehee!

Been configuring and playing my new phone the whole night.
And just now I got myself a new little dairy at ARTBOX.
So I can keep myself in schedule and won't miss out any important dates, I supposed.
Hahahahahahahahaha

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19 Feb 09

♥♥♥ HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY Li Ling! ♥♥♥

My beloved friend, time has gone so fast and you has grown into the adult world.
(Sooner or later, everyone around me is turning 21 too. Including myself.)
I would like to wish a Happy Birthday and a bright and happy future to you!
May all your dreams come true and succeed in every effort you make.
Love you always my dear friend!

We have known each other for 7 years and it's still counting down.
Ohhhh, time flies so fast after you have reached the age of 16.
Agree?

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What shall I do tomorrow?
Umm, I do have plans in my mind.
Let's see how tomorrow morning when I wake up.
But I'm sure I'm going somewhere... in Singapore.
Okie, I know it's not funny.
I'm just trying to be lame.
Just bear with me, because I'm just way too bored.
LOL

Anyway, no photos for recent gathering and etc, because I have NO phone.
WTH!
But well, from next post onward there will be PHOTOS!

Till here, bye bye!
Nights everyone...

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p.s* Waiting for Friday to arrive, till then I'm able to meet DarDar!

p.s.s* I really really really don't understand why.
Why is that so? Can you explain to me? Or because I'm not that significant?

2009-02-12T12:29:00.004+08:00

On 12 Feb is the day DarDar & I have been together for 6 months.
And it's also the day which I can counted myself that I'm graduated from Tp.
Hahahahahahahahaha
Ohhhhh, time flies...
So many things had happened in my life during these 3 years.
Countless of things...

On 14 Feb is Valentine Day.
The first time I am celebrating V' Day.
On the contrary, I'm away for a trip for 4 days 3 nights from 12 Feb-15 Feb.
Which means I wasn't able to celebrate both days 12 and 14 Feb.
Therefore I had a pre-advance celebration with Dardar on 11 Feb.

It's just a simple celebration.
Watched Underworld, dinner at Fish & Co., then went back to my home and watched TV.
That's all.
LOL
Nothing unusual, it's just the things we normally do.

On 15 Feb, I went to find Dardar in the afternoon.
Miss Dardar lo. Dardar must be enjoying himself very much while I'm not around for so many days.
:( :( :( :( :( Then in the evening, I'm off to meet my lovely girls!
I miss them too!
It's been such a long time we meet up.
Once a month or 2 months or even 3 months?
So long lo.
Zzzzzzzzzzz...
And what's so interesting and con-incidence is that there are a lots of similarities things happened between me and gui.
About 2-3 things in a row?
LOL
So COINCIDENCE!

Oh ya, on the other hand, I had quite a number of people asking me that 'Why didn't I reply their sms-es' or 'Why didn't I answer my calls?'
Because I have no phone right now.
I sold my phone and have to wait for my new phone to arrive.
I bought the pink ice cream phone.
:) :) :) :) :)
I will receive phone today in the evening.
Yeah!
Finally luh, so many days without a phone beside you is so inconvenience and so not-used to it man.

On the other hand, I'm so confused what should I do after I graduate.
SIM (business) or ACCA (accountancy)?
I'm somehow quite regretted not going for interview for SIA air-stewardess.
:( :( :( :( :(

During the long wait for admission for ACCA or SIM, should I go find another full time job?
I don't wanna sales lines definitely.
Either banking or Customer Service.
Or should I stick back with Samsung?
The pay is good, working time is flexible, benefits is good for part time job and blah blah blah.
Well, maybe I should stick with it.
Oh, I'm so fickle minded once again.
Zzzzzzzz.....

2009-02-11T23:20:00.007+08:00

GAVE UP!
I wouldn't want to expect more again.
Nothing more.

Well, as usual, 期望越高失望越大.

Finally, I understand and 体会 this Chinese idioms.

Alright, that's all for now.
Just a penny of my thoughts.

Don't make wild guesses if you're not sure what I'm referring and talking about!
See it and forget it!

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Well, something to share and I find it ~~almost~~ quite accurate.
I have been influenced by Junaidi regarding horoscopes.
LOL.

Leo Woman

Strengths	Weaknesses
Kind and big-hearted	Prone to jealousy
Energetic	Too much possessive
Optimistic	Egoistic
Honest and loyal	Dominating

There is one thing that most of the Leo women never falls short of - male attention. She will most probably be the center of attention everywhere and if you are trying to woo her, be ready to get lots of competition. She will be the leader of her group and the other members will always accept her out of choice. The typical characteristics profile of a Leo woman includes qualities like liveliness, ingenuity, elegance, beauty, and sensuality. She is one of those who love, respect and care for their partners, but don't expect her to worship you.

She wouldn't be dominated; rather she has to be restrained. She is a complete woman and she expects you to be a real man. If you meet a Leo girl who comes across as very gentle, mellowed and completely harmless, don't get fooled. Inside, she is as passionate as any other Leo woman. If you are planning to give her a gift; better make sure that it is classy and as per her superior taste. Please be properly dressed while giving the gift. If you are trying to win the heart of a Leo female, give her genuine, decent and original compliments.

While courting her, never forget that she likes class and style. Don't even think of going to the roadside hamburger stall after watching the movie. She is not after money, but shabby surroundings make her pretty uncomfortable. In return, she will also shower you expensive gifts. The lioness may become a little arrogant and proud at times, but these are some of her basic personality traits. She cannot help thinking of herself above the normal masses and please don't tell her she's not.

You will break her big, warm heart. A Leo woman who is respected, loved and cherished will become one of the most agreeable as well as the kindest person on this earth. She will care for the children and help the needy. The lioness is a combination of intelligence, wit, strength and talent, mixed with generous amounts of feminine charm. This is what makes her irresistible. The best way to make her do anything is flatter her and she will even do the tiniest of chores for you. Never stop her from having a career after marriage.

It will keep her busy, happy and contended. She will be the best wife and the perfect hostess, who knows how to charm the guests. Leo women are not very careful about money and you will have to restrain her in this aspect. She can indulge in extravagance to fulfill her desire for exquisite furnishings, home décor, gifts for friends or even her own clothes. However, one thing is for sure, neither her home nor she will ever look ordinary. Her taste may be a bit expensive, but it is also excellent. Leo females make affectionate mothers.

They love and pamper their children silly, but also demand respect from them. They will be disciplined and have impeccable manners. Leo woman will be proud of you as well as her children. She wants her independence and will give you yours too. At the same time, she is extremely jealous and possessive and even the slightest suspicion can make her go mad. So, better not try to play the jealousy invoking tricks on her. She doesn't warm up to strangers, but she will not give them the cold shoulder also.

Leo women are very popular amongst the opposite sex and they like to receive male attention and compliments. So, you will get plenty of reasons to be jealous. Remember that all this assures her that she is good enough, but she will always be in love with you. With the Leo girl, you have to maintain a difficult balance. Don't let her control you, but then don't make her feel dominated too. If you manage to do all this, you will be getting the love of a woman most of the other men just dream about!

Virgo Man

Strengths	Weaknesses
Perfectionist	Too critical
Realistic/Practical	Lacks demonstrativeness
Dependable and sincere	Restless
Patient	Push himself too much

Being in love with a Virgo man means living in a practical world, where there will no be fairytale dreams. If you are too sentimental, then better take a u-turn right now. You will have to wait a long time to get him involved in a relationship. Even when he does, don't expect him to sing romantic poems for you or stand under your window to serenade you. It is not that Virgo men do not know how to love; just their way of expressing it is different from others. They are extremely dedicated towards their family and friends.

They are constantly involved in helping them and have a strong sense of work and duty. Too much display of emotions makes them uncomfortable and too conscious. A Virgo male will stick to you when you need him the most, care for you and dutifully carry out all the responsibilities a husband is expected to do. However, don't burden him with extreme sentiments, mushy affection and tearful promises. If he doesn't run away, he will become too cold and even the subtle display of affection from his side may come to a stop.

This doesn't mean that a Virgo guy cannot be softened at all. You have to keep the temperature just right. Too much aloofness or too much closeness is not what he wants. A little bit of sensuality, mixed with some intelligence and an interesting disposition is what he desires. To him, quality of time spent with you will mean more than the quantity. He is usually very cautious while forming a relationship. If it still doesn't turn out to be right, he will bury himself in work, avoid social gathering and be triply cautious with people.

Virgo men do not run after girls and romance. Infact, they do not mind being single at all. So, you will have to make a Virgo realize that he has fallen in love and needs to form a relationship. Remember, subtlety is the key to all this. If he wants, he can seduce you very easily, while being subtle all the time. He is not prone to flirtations, so you have no reasons to doubts his intentions. Infact, he is too sensitive, selective and honest to indulge in such kind of behavior. The love of a Virgo man is clean, innocent and pure, though it may take some time to win it.

Never expect him to fall in love with you at the first sight. He is very cautious about everything and that includes love and relationships. Lying will get you nowhere with him. He wants a genuine and honest relationship and cannot stand dishonesty even for a second. Stirring the emotions of a Virgo male is a very difficult task, because he never consciously looks for a mate. Remember, he does have a heart; you just have to sway it the right way. It may take time, but it will be worth the wait.

Once you have won his heart, you will never again feel unloved or uncared for, in your entire life. His love will burn for you with a steady flame, which will never flicker even for a minute. You will be rewarded with a husband who is totally sincere, patient, dependable and forever loving. You will never have to worry about stability again, whether it is emotional or financial. A Virgo man is not at all prone to wandering and you will never ever have to keep an eye on him. You will practically be showered with care and concern, whenever you need them.

He has a sharp memory and will remember even the minutest of details. You wouldn't have to remind him about anniversary or birthdays or other important dates. He may not understand why these days are so important to you, but he will remember them nonetheless. Virgo men are not too jealous, but they are possessive in the extreme. They very loyal and will expect the same from you. It is better to burn the love letters of your ex-boyfriends. Once something gets over for them, its over. Emotional appeals and tears wouldn't budge them an inch.

So, better play on the safer side. A Virgo man doesn't like dumb females, who are ignorant and stupid. You may be the hottest babe in the block. But, if you do not have brains, he wouldn't even look at you. Impropriety and rudeness turns him off. So, forget wearing that short, revealing black dress of yours. His kind of female has to be clean - body, mind and soul. If you want to win the love of a Virgo male, make sure that you have impeccable manners, spotlessly clean house, excellent cooking skills and decent dressing sense. He is prone to finding faults in others, but please don't give him specifics reasons to do so in your case.

He will be a very responsible father and will help sharpen the intellect of the children. He will also imbibe good manners, etiquettes and the quality of helping the needy in them. You will never need to worry about discipline, as he will work on that front too. However, you will have to teach your Virgo husband how to express his love and affection and control his critical behavior. When he becomes a little cranky, just leave him alone and he will again be his usual self pretty soon. With a Virgo man, you will have a tender companion who will shower you all with love and care, even when you don't look twenty anymore!

Click here if you wanna to know more about your horoscope.

p.s* Maybe it's time for me to keep my words and don't make the same mistake over and over again.
No more! Perseverance!
p.s.s* I don't like ... to go ... ... ... I'm fine if ... go ... ... ...

2009 CNY is over

2009-02-10T10:36:00.011+08:00

Oh yeah!
2009 CNY is over.
Finally, I'm here to blog to liven up my 'soon-dying' blog.
Or maybe finally I have the time to blog.
LOL.

Well, are there still people reading my blog?
I doubt so.

Alight, a summary about CNY.
拜年拜年拜年
红包红包红包
Gamble Gamble Gamble
Black Jack Black Jack Black Jack
MJ MJ MJ
Bangkok Dangerous (Just learnt how to play)
Eat Eat Eat
Drink Drink Drink
Steamboat Steamboat Steamboat
etc etc etc
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Alright, some photos of CNY.
Or to be precise, I only took photos on 初一.
LOL.
Well, honestly, I'm quite different from majority from other girls, I'm not really a cam-whore person yeah.

My bro & I

On the way to 大舅 house.

Bai Lin & Me

Xinni & Me

Ya, as I said previously, I'm not a cam whore person, therefore a few pics only and took with a few people only.
That's all people! =p

p.s* This year no $$$$$ luck, lost quite a bit. =( =( =(
p.s.s* 红包money is gradually lesser and lesser each year! =( =( =( =( =(

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Some random photos.

Danny the dog!
Kawaii ne!

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Well, I'm troubled whether should I get Samsung F480 or LG KF350?
PINK of course!
Hahahahahahahahaha

My MIO plan allows me to change phone every year.
Woolalalalalalala...
Moreover it's time to change my phone too!!!
The case of my phone really 'Cannot Make It' already, those who seen my phone before would know the condition of it.
LOL.
Even though the functions still works perfectly fine.
*^%!$#()*@)(*@_)

My N81 phone can actually sold up to $200 but because of the seriously damaged casing, it could only sold up to $100 the most.
WTF WTF WTF?!
@!$%**)($^^)(*_)$@!@#%%*

Alright, I shall blame myself for that, because I didn't took good care of it.
Serve me right.
But whatever luh.

Now, the main problem is...
SAMSUNG F480 or LG KF350???

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

p.s* Yeah! Sushi Teh later with my sec friend, KH!
Craving for sushi for agesssssssss.....
Yummy Yummy.
Sushi here I come!

Happiness

2009-01-09T17:09:00.003+08:00

Yup, everything unhappiness between me & JoJo is finally OVER!
We're still friends once again.
:) :) :) :) :)

This is the second time we quarrel so badly.
:( :( :( :( :(
First time, we quarreled because of someone.
!)*@&#%)()!
Second time, was because of Bf and C.
Zzzzzzzzz...
Whatever luh since it's already over.
Shall not talk about it again.

Hopefully there won't be a 3rd time.
Pray!

Love ya!
And we gonna meet up next next week!
:D

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Yesterday, met up with Dar, Gui, Xy and ah yi.
And know what?
Gui drove us to bugis.
First time sit in her car.
Anyway, can you imagine a petite girl like her drove a big car.
LOL.
After all she's a safety driver.
When can I get my license man?
:( :( :( :( :(
I want it so soon, so that I can drive my parent's car too!
Back to the topic, we had dinner at Roma Deli.
After that we headed to bugis street for a little shopping and home sweet home.
I only bought a white tube dress.
That's all.
Nothing caught my eye.
But I'm still considering should I get a floral high waist skirt?
On a lighter note, Dar kept complaining and rushing me...
Zzzzzzz...
He dislike shopping.
But still thanks for accompany me despite of that.
:) :) :) :) :)
Love ya too.

But sometimes, I feel you don't understand me and don't get what I mean in some matters.
Zzz....
I'm speechless...

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I think my blog is getting more boring.
All words.
All my feeling post.
After all this is my blog so I shall do whatever I want.
Hahahahahaha...
:p :p :p :p :p
There's actually tons of photos to upload but none is with me.
Zzzzzzzz....
So ya, no photos.
Maybe I should start to snap some photos whenever I'm out with someone.
Shall start today.

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Xy is currently sleeping on my bed.
LOL.
She's ~~We're~~ waiting for Nel to book out.
At night, Xy, Nel, Dar and me gonna to catch a night movie at Tampines.
Actually we wanted to watch Red Cliff 2 but all full house.
:( :( :( :( :(
Therefore, we only left with 2 choices, Ong Bak 2 and Yes Man.
Alright, I shall stop here and prepare for the dates later on.
Ohhhhh, finally I'm done with blogging and my generic resume!
Bye!~

Sadness

2009-01-08T12:01:00.006+08:00

Nobody will understand and no words can really describe how I feel now.
I just feel so lost and helpless.
Tears just can't stop flowing out from my eyes.
My hearts bleed.
It just can't stop and it's so painful.
I'm badly hurt by 2 things.
2 different things from 2 different person.
And these 2 person are those who I love.
These things were a great sorrow to me.

The truth is, she thinks about you constantly.
She would do anything for you.
Smiles :) inside when you notice her.
Think about you before she falls asleep.
And right when she wakes up, she notices everytime you look her way.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY...
You don't look her way often enough to see these things.
And I bet you never will.
IT HURTS A LOT.

I don't know what I really want now.
What should I do to make my loves ones happy?
Or maybe myself happy?
Can someone teach me?
Because I really have no idea.

For now,
I'm paranoid.
I'm angry.
I have lose my sanity.
I'm petty.
I'm selfish.
I feel so cold inside.
I'm sad.
I'm troubled.
I'm tearing.
I just wanna to be alone.
Nope, maybe I want you to be by my side.
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Can someone lend me his/her shoulder to cry on?

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This post is meant ONLY for ME!
Since blogger can't lock post i shall only have to do this.
I know there are still ways to see this but ya, if you see this just pretend as though you didn't.
Please don't ask.
I don't wish to say.
Nope, maybe you guys could help.
Just LIE TO ME and tell me IT"S GONNA TO BE OKAY!
To my loves one, just LIE TO ME and say Yes, YOU LOVE ME!

2009-01-05T19:01:00.007+08:00

While blogging, I'm munching on Japanese sweet potato at the same time.
Ohhh, it's taste so nice and sweettttttt!
Yummyyyyyy!!!
Munch munch munch

Argh!
Supply Chain is killing me!
I hate it to the core!
Or maybe sucks to the core?!
Any kind souls wanna to help me?
I doubt so...
:( :( :( :( :(

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
I finally know how to skate!
I mean roller blading.
It's so fun luh.
But just now when I skate I fell down.
So painful luh.
:( :( :( :( :(
Till now, I can still feel the pain.
Cryyyy...
If dardar is with me it will turn out otherwise.
I won't fall down or even afraid that I will fall because I knew he would save me.
:) :) :) :) :)

Now I can proudly add skating to my sports list.
Wahahahahaha...
My sports list is limited.
:X :X :X :X :X
Only swimming, cycling and skating.
That's all!
Better than noting!
LOL LOL LOL

I think I shall start mugging my supply chain now.
Byeeeee! ~~~

Whooo, the timing is just nice.
I just finished munching 1 whole stick of Japanese Sweet Potato.
Is it call stick or?
Ahhhhh...
Whatever?!

p. s * I s t a r t m i s s i n g y o u . . .

Fairness & Biasness

2009-01-05T01:20:00.006+08:00

I know this part is uncalled for.
But I want to share my sadness and also to take this opportunity to voice out the unfairness to us and how I feel too.
Maybe you will be even angrier with us after you read this post.
But I just can't tolerate you scolding him bastard in your blog and scolding him vulgarities.
What the next letter to L?
M!
Alright, maybe all these are my assumptions and if you are really not referring to him.
But will it be so coincidental that you blog on the same day?
I will apologized to you face to face if I really accused you and I will delete this part which is uncalled for.
Otherwise, it will still remain here and no apologies will be make.
Or maybe after you read this post you will return me another post you written ~~bad~~ about us at your blog.
My assumptions too.
If you really did that.
I really have nothing to say and won't want to quarrel with you anymore.
As, I hope everything is end after the day I last talked to you on the phone and now.
To be precies, the purpose of this post is to let you know how i feel about this whole chunk of things.
Alright, now I shall share and analysis the problem.
One afternoon, Miss K messaged me, asking me & dar to paid the food money, $14 each.
Previously, both of us has paid the lodging money.
because during the lodging time, dardar and Mr A had went to NTUC to buy some food and drinks for the lodging.
Each of them spent $16 and $15 respectively.
Therefore, dar suggested to Mr k that why not he doesn't need to pay his part whereas I still paid mine.
Initially, he agreed on phone.
Therefore, we took his word.
Maybe he greed unwillingness because maybe on the other side he was busy settling problems with others too.
That's why he agreed.
And we decided to pay my part the next few days when dardar see Mr K or what or maybe ibanking next week.
But at night, while we were playing MJ with Dardar's friends.
Miss K messaged me and called me 2 times again.
However, I didn't heard/notice it as my phone was in silent mode moreover I was playing MJ.
When we saw the message, dardar just messaged her and tell her why didn't Mr K tell him instead and used Miss K as a shield to message me in a nice tone.
Moreover I did even reply 'sorry for late reply and blah blah blah' after I saw those message and missed calls... ... ...
But how do you sounds in return?
Do you remember?
You sounds so rude, sarcastic, vulgar and unreasonable.
You weren't sound nice at all.
Do you?
Can't you just talk to us over it nicely and tell us how you feel over this matter or asked us to stand in your place or something?
Maybe last time Miss K will do that.
I assumed.
Alright let me analysis to you.
Won't you find it like 多尺一据 ?
Dardar paid you guys $14 and in the end you guys still need to pay him back $16?
Hellooooo?
Logical thinking.
You can save these unnecessary procedures.
And maybe you don't even need to fork out another $2 to pay him back if he didn't paid the $14.
Can't you just add or top up the divided amount ($31) to others share?
Furthermore, you the one who suggested me the plan of the lodging and I agreed to it.
Therefore, I thought you guys will organise everything?
I mean if you are in my place, I suggested to you something and you agreed.
Will you assume that I will be the organizer too?
Moreover organizer will always be the one who put in more effort the things they planned than the others.
When you guys went to buy food,utensils and Q things, did you guys asked us to go in the first place?
When dardar asked, you guys even said that it's enough people already.
And what you expect us to do?
Okie, you guys marinate the chicken.
But did you remembered dardar did helped to marinate the prawns and sotong?
Dardar did his job when you told him to do so.
Dardar did not reject.
Because he knew he had to do his part too.
During the particular day, dardar did help out at the Q thing and I did help everyone of the P thing.
I mean did we reject or complain?
No, we do it happily.
As for the check in and check out thingy.
You guys asked us to come after you guys called us.
Did you guys even mentioned about checking in with you guys?
Moreover the lodging is under Mr K name, we can't help you guys check in right?
Can we?
And for the checking out next day, did dardar help you guys?
he did!
he helped cleaning the place and we checked out together, can't you remembered?
Why didn't you scold to those who didn't check out with you guys or marinate the food or even buy the necessary things instead dardar?
This is called UNFAIRNESS and BIASNESS!
Obviously!
When you guys asked us to buy drinks, did we reject?
No!
As for the leftover food and drinks, nobody wanna to bring home, therefore dardar brought home.
You guys wanna to throw away meh?
All those food are still unopened and untouched.
It will be such a waste if they are thrown away.
Isn't it?
As for the car thingy, you guys only sent dardar and Mr A to bus stop on the last day and sent me home because it's near your house.
Even on the day when we check in and it was raining heavily, we even came on our own when Mr A & dardar hint you guys.
Maybe next time i will only want you guys to send me to bus stop too, with dardar they all.
Or maybe ther's no more next time.
Did we always asked you guys to send us here and there?
NO!
We only sit in your car once in a while or only when there's outing.
That's all.
If it was others I think you won't be that calculative.
I supposed.
And I really don't know what are the unreasonable shits after all these analysis.
When you did all these, do you guys TREAT US FAIRLY with others too?
Think of it carefully.
Biasness still creeps.
Maybe I accused you of being biasness, but that's doesn't make sense as why you only blog dardar in your post?
And yeah, I agreed, only God will know what is fair.
As I hope that the parties who involved will understand how I feel in my place.
That's all I wanna to voice out.

p.s * Pardon for my English as I know it's bad and I'm bad at using words too.

And till now or then or in the future, I still cherish and treasure you with all my hearts.
No doubts.
I swear!
And I think all these are just misunderstandings.
Not the big problems or unfairness as you thought.
And I think that you have changed, changed to another Miss K whom I don't really know.

Updates

2009-01-04T22:47:00.007+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhh......
I'm so lazy to blog again.
Never fails.
Zzzzzzz...

Anyway...
Wishing everyone...
HAPPY NEW YEAR/2009!
Hope 2009 will be filled with joy, happiness, fortune, fun, peace, success, good health and love for all of us and hope it will be better than last year too!
Smiles!
=)

Ohhhhhhhhh......
Time FLYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS....

Now, let's me reminisces what I have been doing recently while I'm not blogging.

Umm... ... ...

Well, on new year eve, I spent my day/celebration at Dardar's house.
Because he was sick, hence, we can't go anywhere.
Poor Dardar.
As a result, we can't join Xy & Nel.
=(

On new year day, I spent my whole day working.
=(
Well, at least my pay is 1.5 rate.
=)
Therefore, no win no lose situation.
Haha.

On X'mas eve, I celebrated with Dardar, Bo Chun, Jo, Jacky, Jing, Ziying, Seah, Dawn & Shaun at East Coast Chalet.
We exchanged presents, BBQ, play games, tell ghost stories and drink at night.
All photos are in both Jo's and Jing's cameras.
I forgot to bring mine.
Zzzzzzz...

On X'mas, I celebrated with Dardar and his secondary friends at Xy house.
While the guys were drinking, I'm playing MJ.
Initially was on winning side, but in the end, no win no lose.
Back to the starting point/money.
Zzzzzzz...
Is that a good or a bad thing?
I don't know.
LOL.

Last Saturday, I went to Jurong Bird Park with Dardar, Xy & Nel.
But I still prefer zoo & Night Safari than Bird Park.
Because every bird looks almost the same too me.
Nothing really interests or impress me.
But it was still a fun and joyful trip after all.
~~Even though there was a moment I feel down because of... ... ...~~
Almost every moments were filled with laughter because of Xy.
Everyone I know who and also know Xy will love to tease her.
Don't know why too.
Even her bf luh.
I think it is because she is way too cute and blur sotong.
Therefore, she's fun to tease with.
LOL.
And I gave her a new nickname, 傻大妹.
This name so suits her luh.
No doubts man.
Anyway, when will be our next outing?

Yesterday, initially the plan was to play board games with Dardar, Xy & Nel at Tampines but the shop was not opened.
Therefore, we changed to alternative plan, which was catch a movie at Tampines GV, either 'Yes Man' or 'Ip Man'.
However, both the shows we wanted to watch were almost fully booked which only left the first 4th rows seats.
As a result, all of us stayed at home.
LOL.

Today, I went to JB with Dardar and my parents.
We went there early in the morning till night.
Ohhh, so tired luh.
And I think all of us is somehow sick of JB.
Today we went to Holiday Plaza to buy games and movies, City Square for shopping and mummy hair cutting.
We have went there twice.
Nothing much over there.
this trip I only bought games and bra set.
Thats all.
Ohhh yaaaa, today I witness a daylight robbery at JB luh.
Just right in front of me.
But the victim wasn't me.
Luckily!
Thanks God!
I was so stunned when I saw that luh.
But dardar didn't saw the incident even though he was right beside me because he was facing the other side.
Zzzzzzz...
If not, he will also be as stunned as me.
And I think Singaporeans are blessed.

And... ... ...
Chinese New Year is coming!!!
I am not mentally and physically prepared yet.
However, my pocket/wallet is prepared for $$$$$$$!
Ching Ching!
LOL.
It's just another 3 weeks.
Wooo, so fast luh...

Sigh, so many things to do but so little time.
God, please give me more time!

P.s * Hope Dardar's toe will recover soon.
I feel somehow hurts and scared when I see the wounds luh.

X'mas Gifts & After Work

2008-12-21T23:36:00.013+08:00

Wooooooo!!!
X'mas is around the corner.
Lalalalalalalala!
*jumping jumping*
It's a day fill with joy, happiness, love, faith & harmony!
Ohhhhhhhh...
I can't wait for X'mas eve and X'mas day to arrive.
Anticipating yeah...
Well, I do hope both days will be lots of fun yada!
No sadness or disappointment for both days please!

Well recently, Dardar & I went to Takashimaya & Wisma Atria to buy X'mas gifts.
Before setting out from my house.
I decided to take a few shots.

Alright, now I wanna to take this opportunity to hao lian.
LOL LOL LOL.

For this year X'mas gift. Dardar bought me a Tiffany & Co. necklace!!!
Ohhhhhh, so gorgeous...
I LOVE IT TO THE CORE MAN!
Tadah!

Every jewellery in the shop are so gorgeous, chio and breathtaking luh.
But the prices are the most spectacular and chioiest.
LOL

Actually I wanted the gold ones.
Even Dardar said it's nicer than the silver ones luh.
But it's out of our budget.
It's made of real gold yeah.
Damn gorgeous in real piece luh.
You see.

This piece cost about 2-3 times my silver ones.
*sparkling eyes looking at this with envy*
I feel like having one luh.

This piece is so dazzling and stunning.
It cost more than a few hundred thousands man.
*faint*

Dardar said he will add a very tiny gold heart IF he got the money.
LOL

This is the piece that Dardar bought for me.
A gorgeous piece indeed.
Hearts it deep deep!

Thanks Dardar!
I know you're broke now because of this gift.
Love you!

Oh ya, the sales assistance did ask Dardar to bring me upstairs too.
Which is impossible for now.
As the jewellery at the 2nd level are more expensive luh.
It's like, NO $$$ = NO TALK.

And and and... ... ...
After we left the shop, I told dardar that I want a ring next time.
LOL LOL LOL
Eh, hold on!
Not that type of couple ring yeah.
But those type which has a tiny little round thing that SPARKLES on it!
You know, BLINK BLINK!
Something dazzling.
Wooooooooooo!!!
Wahahahahahahaha...
Then he say NO and said I am demanding.
WTH?!
SHIT HIM LUH!
KNS!
Don't friend him!!!
:( :( :( :( :(
Boohoo!

Anyway, I do bought Dardar a gift too!
A black pants from Topshop/Topman.
Teehee!
It look sooooo nice on him.
:) :) :) :) :)

And we bought JG belated belated belated belated birthday present at G2000.
It's a polo tee.
Nice nice!
Dardar said he can wear for clubbing.
LOL

As for X'mas eve present is from a retail call F...
Shhhhhh...
I can't reveal now.
If not, it won't be fun yeah.
But some clues.
It's edible and yummilicious.
I'm sure everyone will love it and moreover it's quite a common/famous.
Hahahahahahaha...
Initially, we wanted to buy Royce Chocolate but we are wat too lazy lazy lazy to travel to Suntec.
So ya...

Next I bought something for my girlfriends from Cotton On.
Clues are, it is both sexy and lacy.
Ohhlala...
Good for both you and your boyfriends eyes.
*smiling cheekily*
LOL LOL LOL
But I'm sure it's better than Gui last year X'mas gift.
It's more practical and can be used many times.
Hahahahahahahahaha...

Anyway, hope they will like the X'mas I bought for them and I love my X'mas gift deep deep too.
*Am chiou*
Ohhhhhhhhhh...
I'm now grinning at my X'mas gift.
I am a happy girl for now.
:D :D :D :D :D

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Well, I wanna thanks Dardar for sending me home for 2 continuous days even though last weekend I worked at Tampines Samsung.
Greatly appreciated!
~~And love you deep deep as always!~~
:S :S :S :S :S
~~Or maybe that's what a good bf should do? I have no idea.~~
Dardar has never failed to send me home everytime after I work, be it at Bishan, Dobty Ghaut, Tampines or anywhere else.
Unless he's sick or he has something on.
But it happened only once when I was working at Harbourfront as he was down with fever.

Well, after work, we went to Tampines Mall as I wanted to top up my make up.
I bought liquid eye liner from The Face Shop, mascara from L'oreal (as mummy said this year budget, no more Lancome mascara) and 1 face highlighter.
And and and... ... ...
I lost my M.A.C EYE LINER which I only bought recently!
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!

Photos were taken when I'm ~~slacking~~ in toilet.
:X :X :X :X :X

Everytime working, my legs will always be so tired without fail.
Sighhhhhhhhh...
Anyway, my pay has increased, because I have worked for 3 months already.
Okie I know, the increasement wasn't that fantastic but at least the pay rise yeah.
LOL.
Everytime I worked at Tampines SMW, I will always hit the 1st commission!
Maybe the commisiion isn't that fantastic as well, but at least I hit the 1st target.
Better than nothing okie.
Moreover, it's so more near my house, save transportation fees.
At least, happy working there.
Staffs are friendly.
Still able to watch Mr Bean.
Blah blah blah... ... ...

Alright, shall end here!
Good nights!
2 more days to X'mas eve & 3 days to X'mas!

I am... ... ...

2008-12-20T23:11:00.010+08:00

FOR NOW... ... ...

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I am in pain...
Because of "big aunt"...
:( :( :( :( :(

NO PAIN = NO GAIN

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I am broke...
Because of X'mas...
:( :( :( :( :(

NO $$$ = NO TALK
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I am tired...
Because of working...
:( :( :( :( :(

NO WORK = NO $$$

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I am sad...
Because get scolded by mun...
:( :( :( :( :(

NO SCOLDINGS = NO LOVE

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Alright, the message I am trying to tell is... ... ...

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Well, in summary...

Life will be easy only if you... ... ...

EXPECT NOTING BUT APPRECIATE EVERYTHING!

It is easy to say but difficult to do.
In another words, action speaks louder than words.

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BUT... ... ...

Therefore, tomorrow I will gonna be a happy girl once again!
:) :) :) :) :)

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AS ALWAYS... ... ...

p.s * Dardar MY ONLY LOVE!

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Well, now shall be the photos time!

Alright, this post shall ends here.
Good nights!
*yawning away*

Driving

2008-12-19T02:55:00.011+08:00

Uh huh!

Recently, I started my first practical driving!

Happy! Happy! Happy!
Finally luh.
Zzzzzzz...
I have dragged about 3 months or so after I passed my FTT.
I simply love driving man.
LOL.
For now, I'm awaiting for the day to get my license.
Hopefully before 21.
:) :) :) :) :)

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Recently, caught a movie 'The Earth Stood Still'.

Nice movie!
Recommended.
Well, there's meaning behind it.
And on that day itself, dardar made me angry and t****.
Argh!
:( :( :( :( :(
Totally his faults lo.
Right dardar?
Umm, next week I wanna to either watch 'Yes Man' or 'Twilight'!
I don't care!
LOL

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Anyway, I have a few FUNNY Christmas videos to share.
It's actually season greeting dance.
These videos were created by ME!
But it will be expire in the coming January.
:( :( :( :( :(

Dardar & Me

Disco Dance

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Charleston Dance

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Me & girlfriends

Disco Dance

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Country Dance

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Is it funny?
Maybe to you is not.
But to me IT IS!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
Between you do also can make one yourself at ELFyourself.

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Let me summaries what I have done during the last 3 weeks when I am not blogging.
I had BBQ at east coast park, went to Malaysia, went to swim at Jurong East, X'mas dinner with Samsung, went over to dardar house, he came over to my house, JG's birthday, Batam trip, made PDL, blah blah blah...
Eh, still got what huh?
Awwwwwww, my memories are killing me.
I can't exactly remembered everything man!
:( :( :(
STM.
Boohoo!
Nvm.
Forget it!
I don't want to think anymore.
Zzzzzzzzzzz...
That's all peeps!
:D

Blog Revived!

2008-12-19T01:43:00.013+08:00

Hi dearies!
Getting bored of my blog because for the lack of update?
Pardon me for that.
As I always grew dozy at the end of the day.
~~Plus I'm so so so so so lazy to blog too! :X~~
As a result, I am loath to update.

Thus, today I'm going to REVIVE my blog!
Hooray!

I'm so delighted that I'm having H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S now!!!
*jumping for joy*
Woohoo!
A few weeks back were a hectic period busy with school works especially term test.
Hopefully, I passed both subjects.

Oh anyway, I have many many photos to share.
But those photos were taken during JG's birthday and during my Batam trip, which were happened during last month.
By this, it can prove that I have not been updating my blog for a very very very long time. :X

Without any delay I shall start now.
But...
Be warned!
***Heavy Images!***

JG's 20th Birthday
Celebrated at Crystal Jade Kitchen and Amber 21.

Birthday girl & boy

Having dinner at Crystal Jade

At Amber 21

The guys are simply crazy!!!
They ordered about 4 Martels and 20 bottles of Calsberg.
They spent lots of money on alcohol luh!

With geek spec

Alvin & Dardar

Me, Xp & Jing

Next, Batam Trip!
It's a fun and fruitful trip nevertheless it's just a 2D1N short visit.

I forgot what is the name of the NICE resort. :(

The beautiful sea view from the resort.

Daddy

Candid picture

1.71m & 1.48m

Me & Cindy

Oh oh oh oh oh yaaaaaaaaaa...
Not forgetting these are some photos that took weeks weeks weeks ago during Dragon Boat Regatta.

Dardar with "big" eyes.
Purposely ones.
Zzzzzzzz...

Retake again.
But this time with closed eyes.
Zzzzzzz...

Therefore retake again!
Uh huh!
Nice ones finally!

That's all for now dearies. :)
Will update real soon.
Promised!
Bye Bye~
*Wave*

Something to share

2008-11-28T16:04:00.003+08:00

TIPS FOR BETTER LIFE

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2007.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26.. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
38. Please pass this to everyone you care.

' IF ONE CAN DO IT YOU TOO CAN DO IT, IF NONE CAN DO IT THEN YOU MUST DO IT '

So many updates

2008-11-28T15:54:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, caught the 'Madagascar 2' movie with dardar.

"I like to move it move it, he like to move it move it, WE LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT!'
Nice movie, very funny.
Recommended!
I like the little character which was chased after by the shark.
So kawai ne!

After the movie, we headed to Plaza Sing, as I wanted to get the fake eye lash from The Face Shop.
Next, we went back to Bedok to have our dinner.
Ohhhh, we were so full.
~~All because I was greedy.~~
:S :S :S
As I ordered lots of lots of food.
:X :X :X
After dinner, dardar sent me home and at the same time, he nagged at me.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
:( :( :(
Okie, I know it's for my own good baby, as you cared for me!
Still loves you deep deep.
:) :) :)

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Actually it's been about 2 weeks since I watch movie with Dardar.
So longggggg...
The last movie we caught was 'Rec'.
It was a movie exactly the same as 'Quarantine', just that the language is different other than that, the story and everything are the same.
Nice nice.
Thumbs up!
Recommended to those who love to watch horror or vampires movie.

Ohhhhh, by the way, I have so many moviesss that I wanted to watch.
- Twilight
- Beverly Hills Chihuahua
- Bolt
- The day the earth stood still
- Hell's highway : KM31
- Yes man
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And the lists goes on... :X

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A few days ago, we wanted to catch movie in the 1st place but due to no time slots available.
We went to Esplande instead.
Before that, we had our dinner at Hong Kong Cafe.
Yummy Yummy!
And we ordered so much that we can't finish the Mango dessert.

Well, I found that dardar is better than me at taking photos.
Because he has more expressions.
Whereas I only had the silimar poses.
Smile here and there.
LOL LOL LOL
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Last Sunday night, met up with Xinni, ZhenHao, Jasmine and Marc at Marina Square.
It was Jasmine's birthday.
Xinni bought her these cupcakes.
So cute!

See, this is my cupcake, look so niceeeeee and appealing right?
Teehee!
I love it man.
It's the double chocolate flavor with a tiny red heart on it.
So sweettttt...
And it taste yummy too!
These cupcakes are for those who loves sweet stuff.

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During the last weekend, I went over to Singapore River with JoJo and JingJing for the Dragon Boat Regatta.
I've been there for 2 days to support Dardar. :)
It will be the first and last time seeing him rowing. :(
Ohhhhh, there are some many handsome guys over there luh but still Dardar is still the best in my heart. :)
Anyway, they weren't the champion but at least they won something.
A clap for them.

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Woohoo!!!
Finally MP is over!
I'm so happy.
Wheeeee!!!
AsIi don't have to care about that anymore.
Wheeee!!!

Left with a little touch up on MP report, term tests and projects.

Ohhhh, by the way.
I got the results for both Service Management and Supply Chain quizzes.
For one, I scored badly for it but for the other.... :p

Service : 18/20
A tap on my shoulder
Supply: 7.5/20
A kick on my butt

Alright, I shall end here.
Waiting for dardar to come over to my house.
Later at night, going to celebrate JG's 20th birthday at Arena.
Ohhhhh, my 2nd time been there.
Teehee! :p
Nice pub/club!
I love the atmospere over there.
And and and, tomorrow I'm going Batam.
Woolala!
Please don't anticipate for me to buy presents for you guys as I'm broke.
Byeeeee!

2008-11-25T17:08:00.003+08:00

Will be back blogging tomorrow after a hectic week of doing projects, assignments and quizes!
Arghhhhh!
Nearly driving me insane!
WTH! No life man!
:( :( :(

Now I shall end here and back to my MP projects!
Gone~

Random

2008-11-18T01:40:00.005+08:00

I cam-whore with Samsung G400 (5 mega pixels phone) AGAIN!
Hahahahahahahaha...

First time being driven by JM a week ago.
Driving skill not bad.
A safety driver.
He drove us around during lunch break and after school.
Many funny things happened in the car.
~~All because he wanted to hao lian.~~
LOL LOL LOL

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I've been committed lots of lots of sinsssssss.
1. E----
2. G---
And the list goes on.
Where has the old Good-Girl Jena gone?
I really wanted to do something to it but 有心无力.
Sigh sigh sigh.
I sinned and brought shame down on myself.
Indubitably, I'm really totally disappointed in myself too.
Including my love ones.
I can only blame myself but no one else.
Therefore I must really really do something to it.
God please help me!
I need your help desperately!

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Off to do MP draft report.
It's going to be due on Friday for Peer Evaluation and I have yet done a single thing.
Gone!

4 in 1

2008-11-17T00:27:00.008+08:00

Ahhhhhhh!
There are so many things for me to do but there are so little time for me to complete.
WTH!

Basically, there are lots of assignments and projects piling up.
It's driving me nuts!
Quizzes, Term Test and SIP/MP Judging are around the corner.
It's driving me crazy!
WTF!

Supply Chain is really a fuck up subject man!
I HATE IT TO THE CORE ~~for the time being~~!

I think Bernard is going to kill chun, bk & me sooner or later.
As ~~maybe~~ he is going to be irritated by our work.
LOL LOL LOL.

During November, many things are to be completed and studied.
The schedule is so so so tight.
Sigh sigh sigh. :(
Give me more time please.

p.s * Endure another 3-4 weeks more, and wheeeeeee...
Term Break / Holidays!
Happy happy happy!
This is the only thing that can make me :) and to be delighted about.

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Dar Dar is down with sore throat and fever.
He hasn't been feeling well during the past few days.
On Saturday night, in the middle of BBQ at Pasir Ris, finally he declared he is sick.
Poor thing.
Have plenty of rest and water.
GET WELL SOON yea!
With lots of loves...
<3

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Someone is always trying to be fake in front of ~~everyone~~ me.
One fine day, you will get your karma.
Trust me!
Therefore, continuing doing whatever you wanna to do without any consciences.

TRUTH is the only thing that people don't BELIEVE.
That's why people loves GOSSIP.

p.s * FUCK YOU LOSER!
p.s.s * Most of times, people only "C.K.L.P.S".

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Something interesting to share with you peeps.
~~Maybe~~ you guys agreed to it.

This post shall ends here.
Byeeee!

12th November 2008

2008-11-12T00:04:00.026+08:00

Today is 12.11.08!

p.s * BEWARE! HEAVY IMAGES!
p.s.s * The photos are taken in the past and it's just for reminisces. :)

HAPPY 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY DARDAR!

There will be more to come and it's still counting down endlessly. :)

I.L.U!
Kisses and hugs!
Hearts <3

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story.
Baby just say yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO LAOPO!!!

Finally, you have turned 19.
And it's your big day!
Hope all your wishes come true and may you have a joyful and delightful 19.
Cheers!

Love you deep deep too.
Teehee! :p

~~HOPE I WILL TIO 4D!~~

It come out 1002 instead of 1112.
Boohoo! :(
Zzzzzzzzzzzz...

These are the 3 things that I wanna to say.
Hahahahahahaha..
Actually nothing big deal to you peeps but it's a happy day for me which is filled with joy!
Ciao.

1 more to 3

2008-11-11T18:27:00.010+08:00

Teehee!
1 more and it's 3! :)
Hahahahahahahahahaha...
You guys must be wondering what am I talking about right?
A little hint.
Tomorrow there will be 3 things for me to be happy about in a day, especially at 7pm.
Hope tomorrow will be a happy day for DarDar, JoJo Laopo and me.
Hope tomorrow i will received either Gina or Ai Ying calls.
Only they know why.
Pray hard! Pray hard! :p
But I'm not going to mention exactly what are the 3 things now until tomorrow.
I'm trying to act secretive.
Act 一个 only.
LOL

In the morning, met up with my fellow group mates for Supply Chain Case Study.
Zzzzzzzzzzz...
Thereafter, meet up with DarDar for lunch. :)
He specially came down to school to meet me for lunch even though he doesn't has school on Tuesday.
Don't know since when he become so 好死 lo. :X
Joking Joking. :p
Actually got a little bit touch by his actions, ~~a little bit only~~.
LOL

Act camera shy.

The blister after 300 pull ups.
Poor dardar.
Feel a ~~little~~ 心痛 for dardar. :(

We had lunch at 829 and peach yogurt bubble tea.
Yummy, it's nice!
Anyway, dardar where's my sandwich that you personally make? :(
Long time didn't eat le lo.
After lunch, we went back to my crib and nua for an hour then he sent me back to school for my stupid service management tutorial.
It's damn boring luh, I feel so sleepy during the tutorial.
Yawn...
But I took a few pics with Chun using the Samsung 5 mega pixels flip phone.
Tadah!

He was forced to pose a "V" with me.
Hahahahahahahahaha...

And and and I realised it has been quite some time since I take photo together with dardar. :(

Moday Blues

2008-11-11T00:28:00.005+08:00

Well Well Well...
All thanks to Marzuki that I have to go to school early in the morning for the 5 minutes meeting on Monday where I don't have any lessons at all!!!
Boohoo!!!
Moreover, its pouring heavily in the morning plus that was the best moment for sleeping.
ROARRRRRR!!!
Furthermore, I got myself wet even though I had an umbrella with me.
The path heading towards school was all flooded and there's even a small waterfall at the stairs luh.
Can you imagine?
Hey I'm not trying to exaggerate, but that's the truth earthlings.

When we meet up with Marzuki, I kana scolded.
I'm neither angry nor want to voice out my anger but I am trying to emphasis that HE MISSES WAN XIN lots lots lots.
No doubts peeps, my other groups mates agreed too.
LOL. =p
Because when he saw us, he straight away asked where's Wan Xin?
Why isn't she's here?
Blah blah blah blah blah.
And there he goes again.
His best asset - NAGGING.
He simply loves to nag and nag and nag.
Zzzzzzzz....
Yawnnn!
Just like my mum; luckily my dad aren't like him.
Phew! What a relief for that.
LOL.
If Wan Xin was there, we're sure he will be sitting there smiling happily.
Evidences to support.
1. Once during SIP, he was very angry about something, I can't remember exactly what is it, he scolded 2 other of my group mates but not her.
2. Another time, Wx was away from school, we 3 were there, he didn't scold her but us.
3. When she talk back to him, he will just smile smile say something. And that's it.
See...
Enough evidences?
Therefore the same conclusion, he misses wx.
LOL LOL LOL.

p.s * No worries lovely, you don't have to feel guilty, we are used to his nagging.
You should know his patterns ones. =p

p.s.s * This post is specially to talk about Marzuki and he misses wx lots.
I just find it so funny luh. LOL.

Ciao! :)

Advanced Celebration

2008-11-10T18:12:00.006+08:00

Yesterday DarDar came over to my house after his race.
Yeah, finally I got to see him. :)
Because I miss him lots lots lots!
As I haven't met him for the past 2 days.
Oh well, you guys should be thinking 2 days only ma. No big deal. Right?
But whatever!
I MISS my DarDar!
LOL.

Anyway, DarDar told me that he was late for the race and he was being punished by doing 300 pull ups.
WTF?!
Crazy luh!
300 not 30 leh.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzz....
Both his trainings and punishments are so arduous luh.

Maybe somehow my faults too.
Because we had a little quarrel the previous night. :X
Over some minor minor issues.
Basically misunderstandings.
:( :( :(
And I don't wanna to quarrel over some minor issues anymore.
Because all these quarrels are unnecessary.
Alright Dar Dar? :)

In the evening, we had an advanced celebration for JoJo Laopo's Birthday.
Jacky & JoJo fetched DarDar & me at Tampines Stadium and Bo Han, Bo Chun & Ya Ting (Bo Chun's girl) at Boon Keng.
When the guys are together, they had lots of craps and funny conversations.
LOL.
Intially the plan was to have dinner at the Lai Fa Seafood Resturant at Still Road, but it was closed.
Zzzzzzzzzz....
Therefore, we went to another seafood resturant at at at where huh?
I forgot liao.
LOL LOL LOL.
They ordered cheese crab, chili crab, mai pian prawns and kankong.
Right, after the dinner, we had ice cream at at at where huh?
I forgot the name of the pace too!
Both places have to ask JoJo.
LOL.
The place serves nice ice cream.
Dar Dar & I had Holick and Honeydew ice cream together with kinder burneo.
I love it man!
Yummlicious! :)
Maybe you think it's a werid combintion but it actually turned out nice luh.
No doubts peeps.
Right after ice cream session, home sweet home.

p.s * no pictures because all the photos are in JoJo's camera.
She's so lazy to send me now.
:( :(:(

A Lazy Saturday

2008-11-08T17:42:00.009+08:00

ROARRRRRR!!!
I have been nua-ing in my crib on a SATURDAY afternoon!
Zzzzzzzzz.......
Almost bored to death.......
Boohoo! :( :( :(

Initially, the plan for the day was prawning with Dar Dar, Xinni Zhen Hao, maybe Bailin & his gf. But Dar Dar is tired after last night working and morning training, moreover tomorrow he's having competition in the morning plus yesterday he only slept for 4-5 hours, so in the end I didn't asked him out (trying to be a considerate gf). LOL. And and and I don't want to go prawning, as all couple couple, feel so extra, so therefore in the end prawning plan is cancelled and postponed. ~~Moreover Marc is not free.~~
Xinni actually suggested another plan going to Thomson with Zhen Hao for buffet but I dropped off the idea as I don't wanna to be a light bulb too. Therefore in the end, I decided to stay at home. ~~Regretted~~ .

Then I was thinking who else can accompany me on a SATURDAY afternoon?
Or in another words, at this moment, who on earth can accompany or remember me?
And looking through my phone book - NO ONE.

Xin Yi - bf
Gui Gui - bf
Joann - either working or bf
Xinni - bf
Siew Mei - bf
Jasmine - bf
Li Ling - either working or bf
Mei Jin - working
Jian Li - working
Jian Ming - either working or gf
Jun Hao - working
Jennifer - high fever
Classmates - they usually don't remember me on weekends

Even I'm at home in the afternoon, no one is there to entertain me. Mummy is sleeping, daddy is occupying with his work, brother is sticking to his com playing dota, ah ma and maid busy with themselves.
And me, sticking to my com blogging and trying very hard to find interesting things to occupy myself.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzz.........
ROARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvm, at night I will be a happy girl once again! Teehee! :p
Sorry for the afternoon whinning. :X (BUT THIS IS MY BLOG!)

p.s* Luckily Dar Dar is on the phone with me now. :) :) :)

A Friday Evening with Darling

2008-11-08T16:29:00.009+08:00

In the morning, I was awoken by a phone call from XinYi. Zzzzzzzzzzzz... Thanks ah lovely! She actually wanted to pass me the macaroons she bought the previous day. The first person she thinks of sharing it, is ME! So nice and sweet of her luh... No wonder I love her so much. LOL.
~~I doubt Dar Dar will do that lo. :(~~
And we chatted on the phone for an hour plus or so. In the end, we both came to a conclusion that we decided to meet up after her lessons. As both of our bfs were working, hence they weren't free for us.

Therefore we spent the Friday evening catching a movie called Blindness at Cine Cathay. The movie was alright only. We shopped around Cine and Hereen before the movie starts. Right after the movie, we headed down to Plaza Sing Daiso, since Xy has never been there before, and so ya I brought her there. Subsequently, both of us bought something each. :X Thereafter, we went back to her house for dinner. We had Tom Yum cup noodles. Zzzzzzzzzz... Yeah, cup noodles as both of us were craving for it, or is it actually ME who craving for it? Hahahahahahahahahahaha. It's very nice. No doubts. And I nua at her house till 11plus then home sweet home. Oh ya, her mum actually asked me to stay over, but I decided not to.

Blindness

The Macaroons she gave me. :)

Cam-whoring at Hereen ladies. :p

I kept laughing at this photo. So funny luh.
LOL LOL LOL. :D

Somehow I realized that you are much more happier with your friends.
Don't you think so?

p.s * Often you will come to a point and thinking who are the true ones among all. Some people in their life have already met them, some have not or maybe some will never meet one in their life. So people have you meet them? If yes, do treasure them. Never take them for granted.

Different...

2008-11-06T21:05:00.008+08:00

Everything starts to change ~~without my realisation~~.

One word to describe - DIFFERENT.

I feel so lost and confused now.

Not knowing what should I do or maybe what I need to do.

I'm just so scared.

I think I have lost the confidence.

I don't know why too.

Everyone around me either telling me this or asking me that?

Maybe they are right.

But I'll still hold on to it firmly no matter what unless.......

Maybe this is one of the process which I have to overcome???

I don't know.

I think I have changed.

Likely to the worst?

I supposed.

YES, I MEAN CHANGED.

Maybe I'm the one who has changed but not everything around me?

I don't like changes.

But I have changed.

I'm the person who tell you that you can't do this but I can.

That's one of my bad points.

I'm also the kind of person who can forgive easily but somewhat can't forget easily too.

So does that still count I can forgive easily?

Yes, I'm selfish in some ways.

Yes, I'm started to become petty.

Yes, I am neither a good daughter, a good girlfriend nor a good friend.

Yes, I..............

Catch what am I trying to say?

I don't think you know.

Maybe it's time for me to do some reflection.

Don't know why am I writing this post now.

Maybe this is the only way I can pour out whatever I want to say.

Is there any listening ears for me when I'm in need of one?

Is there anyone who will remember me?

I doubt so.
=(

The worst feeling is not being lonely but it's being forgotten by someone.

It's not the same like before.

And I don't like it.

p.s * Ignorance is a bless? I doubt so.

p.s.s * Just because I'm not crying, doesn't mean I'm okay, it's because I have sick of it.

p.s.s.s * Dar Dar is still my beloved ones...

p.s.s.s.s * OR MAYBE I THINK TOO MUCH?

Recur!

2008-10-19T12:02:00.002+08:00

Aloha!
I have reopened a new blog once again! I couldn't used back my old blog link 'clumsy-attempt'. And simply I have no idea why is that so. Aww.. Sadddddd. :( But do stay tuned for more updates yea! :)
Ciao.

p.s * Dar dar is my beloved. Shyyyyy *