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Happiness
Friday, January 9, 2009 |5:09:00 PM

Yup, everything unhappiness between me & JoJo is finally OVER!
We're still friends once again.
:) :) :) :) :)

This is the second time we quarrel so badly.
:( :( :( :( :(
First time, we quarreled because of someone.
!)*@&#%)()!
Second time, was because of Bf and C.
Zzzzzzzzz...
Whatever luh since it's already over.
Shall not talk about it again.

Hopefully there won't be a 3rd time.
Pray!

Love ya!
And we gonna meet up next next week!
:D

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Yesterday, met up with Dar, Gui, Xy and ah yi.
And know what?
Gui drove us to bugis.
First time sit in her car.
Anyway, can you imagine a petite girl like her drove a big car.
LOL.
After all she's a safety driver.
When can I get my license man?
:( :( :( :( :(
I want it so soon, so that I can drive my parent's car too!
Back to the topic, we had dinner at Roma Deli.
After that we headed to bugis street for a little shopping and home sweet home.
I only bought a white tube dress.
That's all.
Nothing caught my eye.
But I'm still considering should I get a floral high waist skirt?
On a lighter note, Dar kept complaining and rushing me...
Zzzzzzz...
He dislike shopping.
But still thanks for accompany me despite of that.
:) :) :) :) :)
Love ya too.

But sometimes, I feel you don't understand me and don't get what I mean in some matters.
Zzz....
I'm speechless...

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I think my blog is getting more boring.
All words.
All my feeling post.
After all this is my blog so I shall do whatever I want.
Hahahahahaha...
:p :p :p :p :p
There's actually tons of photos to upload but none is with me.
Zzzzzzzz....
So ya, no photos.
Maybe I should start to snap some photos whenever I'm out with someone.
Shall start today.

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Xy is currently sleeping on my bed.
LOL.
She's We're waiting for Nel to book out.
At night, Xy, Nel, Dar and me gonna to catch a night movie at Tampines.
Actually we wanted to watch Red Cliff 2 but all full house.
:( :( :( :( :(
Therefore, we only left with 2 choices, Ong Bak 2 and Yes Man.
Alright, I shall stop here and prepare for the dates later on.
Ohhhhh, finally I'm done with blogging and my generic resume!
Bye!~





Sadness
Thursday, January 8, 2009 |12:01:00 PM



Nobody will understand and no words can really describe how I feel now.
I just feel so lost and helpless.
Tears just can't stop flowing out from my eyes.
My hearts bleed.
It just can't stop and it's so painful.
I'm badly hurt by 2 things.
2 different things from 2 different person.
And these 2 person are those who I love.
These things were a great sorrow to me.

The truth is, she thinks about you constantly.
She would do anything for you.
Smiles :) inside when you notice her.
Think about you before she falls asleep.
And right when she wakes up, she notices everytime you look her way.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY...
You don't look her way often enough to see these things.
And I bet you never will.
IT HURTS A LOT.


I don't know what I really want now.
What should I do to make my loves ones happy?
Or maybe myself happy?
Can someone teach me?
Because I really have no idea.



For now,
I'm paranoid.
I'm angry.
I have lose my sanity.
I'm petty.
I'm selfish.
I feel so cold inside.
I'm sad.
I'm troubled.
I'm tearing.
I just wanna to be alone.
Nope, maybe I want you to be by my side.
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Can someone lend me his/her shoulder to cry on?

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This post is meant ONLY for ME!
Since blogger can't lock post i shall only have to do this.
I know there are still ways to see this but ya, if you see this just pretend as though you didn't.
Please don't ask.
I don't wish to say.
Nope, maybe you guys could help.
Just LIE TO ME and tell me IT"S GONNA TO BE OKAY!
To my loves one, just LIE TO ME and say Yes, YOU LOVE ME!








While blogging, I'm munching on Japanese sweet potato at the same time.
Ohhh, it's taste so nice and sweettttttt!
Yummyyyyyy!!!
Munch munch munch

Argh!
Supply Chain is killing me!
I hate it to the core!
Or maybe sucks to the core?!
Any kind souls wanna to help me?
I doubt so...
:( :( :( :( :(

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
I finally know how to skate!
I mean roller blading.
It's so fun luh.
But just now when I skate I fell down.
So painful luh.
:( :( :( :( :(
Till now, I can still feel the pain.
Cryyyy...
If dardar is with me it will turn out otherwise.
I won't fall down or even afraid that I will fall because I knew he would save me.
:) :) :) :) :)

Now I can proudly add skating to my sports list.
Wahahahahaha...
My sports list is limited.
:X :X :X :X :X
Only swimming, cycling and skating.
That's all!
Better than noting!
LOL LOL LOL

I think I shall start mugging my supply chain now.
Byeeeee! ~~~

Whooo, the timing is just nice.
I just finished munching 1 whole stick of Japanese Sweet Potato.
Is it call stick or?
Ahhhhh...
Whatever?!

p. s * I s t a r t m i s s i n g y o u . . .





Fairness & Biasness
|1:20:00 AM





I know this part is uncalled for.
But I want to share my sadness and also to take this opportunity to voice out the unfairness to us and how I feel too.
Maybe you will be even angrier with us after you read this post.
But I just can't tolerate you scolding him bastard in your blog and scolding him vulgarities.
What the next letter to L?
M!
Alright, maybe all these are my assumptions and if you are really not referring to him.
But will it be so coincidental that you blog on the same day?
I will apologized to you face to face if I really accused you and I will delete this part which is uncalled for.
Otherwise, it will still remain here and no apologies will be make.
Or maybe after you read this post you will return me another post you written bad about us at your blog.
My assumptions too.
If you really did that.
I really have nothing to say and won't want to quarrel with you anymore.
As, I hope everything is end after the day I last talked to you on the phone and now.
To be precies, the purpose of this post is to let you know how i feel about this whole chunk of things.
Alright, now I shall share and analysis the problem.
One afternoon, Miss K messaged me, asking me & dar to paid the food money, $14 each.
Previously, both of us has paid the lodging money.
because during the lodging time, dardar and Mr A had went to NTUC to buy some food and drinks for the lodging.
Each of them spent $16 and $15 respectively.
Therefore, dar suggested to Mr k that why not he doesn't need to pay his part whereas I still paid mine.
Initially, he agreed on phone.
Therefore, we took his word.
Maybe he greed unwillingness because maybe on the other side he was busy settling problems with others too.
That's why he agreed.
And we decided to pay my part the next few days when dardar see Mr K or what or maybe ibanking next week.
But at night, while we were playing MJ with Dardar's friends.
Miss K messaged me and called me 2 times again.
However, I didn't heard/notice it as my phone was in silent mode moreover I was playing MJ.
When we saw the message, dardar just messaged her and tell her why didn't Mr K tell him instead and used Miss K as a shield to message me in a nice tone.
Moreover I did even reply 'sorry for late reply and blah blah blah' after I saw those message and missed calls... ... ...

But how do you sounds in return?
Do you remember?
You sounds so rude, sarcastic, vulgar and unreasonable.
You weren't sound nice at all.

Do you?
Can't you just talk to us over it nicely and tell us how you feel over this matter or asked us to stand in your place or something?
Maybe last time Miss K will do that.
I assumed.
Alright let me analysis to you.
Won't you find it like 多尺一据 ?
Dardar paid you guys $14 and in the end you guys still need to pay him back $16?
Hellooooo?
Logical thinking.
You can save these unnecessary procedures.
And maybe you don't even need to fork out another $2 to pay him back if he didn't paid the $14.
Can't you just add or top up the divided amount ($31) to others share?
Furthermore, you the one who suggested me the plan of the lodging and I agreed to it.
Therefore, I thought you guys will organise everything?
I mean if you are in my place, I suggested to you something and you agreed.
Will you assume that I will be the organizer too?
Moreover organizer will always be the one who put in more effort the things they planned than the others.
When you guys went to buy food,utensils and Q things, did you guys asked us to go in the first place?
When dardar asked, you guys even said that it's enough people already.
And what you expect us to do?
Okie, you guys marinate the chicken.
But did you remembered dardar did helped to marinate the prawns and sotong?
Dardar did his job when you told him to do so.
Dardar did not reject.
Because he knew he had to do his part too.
During the particular day, dardar did help out at the Q thing and I did help everyone of the P thing.
I mean did we reject or complain?
No, we do it happily.
As for the check in and check out thingy.
You guys asked us to come after you guys called us.
Did you guys even mentioned about checking in with you guys?
Moreover the lodging is under Mr K name, we can't help you guys check in right?
Can we?
And for the checking out next day, did dardar help you guys?
he did!
he helped cleaning the place and we checked out together, can't you remembered?
Why didn't you scold to those who didn't check out with you guys or marinate the food or even buy the necessary things instead dardar?
This is called UNFAIRNESS and BIASNESS!
Obviously!
When you guys asked us to buy drinks, did we reject?
No!
As for the leftover food and drinks, nobody wanna to bring home, therefore dardar brought home.
You guys wanna to throw away meh?
All those food are still unopened and untouched.
It will be such a waste if they are thrown away.
Isn't it?
As for the car thingy, you guys only sent dardar and Mr A to bus stop on the last day and sent me home because it's near your house.
Even on the day when we check in and it was raining heavily, we even came on our own when Mr A & dardar hint you guys.
Maybe next time i will only want you guys to send me to bus stop too, with dardar they all.
Or maybe ther's no more next time.
Did we always asked you guys to send us here and there?
NO!
We only sit in your car once in a while or only when there's outing.
That's all.
If it was others I think you won't be that calculative.
I supposed.
And I really don't know what are the unreasonable shits after all these analysis.
When you did all these, do you guys TREAT US FAIRLY with others too?
Think of it carefully.
Biasness still creeps.
Maybe I accused you of being biasness, but that's doesn't make sense as why you only blog dardar in your post?
And yeah, I agreed, only God will know what is fair.
As I hope that the parties who involved will understand how I feel in my place.
That's all I wanna to voice out.

p.s * Pardon for my English as I know it's bad and I'm bad at using words too.



And till now or then or in the future, I still cherish and treasure you with all my hearts.
No doubts.
I swear!
And I think all these are just misunderstandings.
Not the big problems or unfairness as you thought.
And I think that you have changed, changed to another Miss K whom I don't really know.






Updates
Sunday, January 4, 2009 |10:47:00 PM

Ohhhhhhhhh......
I'm so lazy to blog again.
Never fails.
Zzzzzzz...

Anyway...
Wishing everyone...
HAPPY NEW YEAR/2009!
Hope 2009 will be filled with joy, happiness, fortune, fun, peace, success, good health and love for all of us and hope it will be better than last year too!
Smiles!
=)

Ohhhhhhhhh......
Time FLYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS....

Now, let's me reminisces what I have been doing recently while I'm not blogging.

Umm... ... ...

Well, on new year eve, I spent my day/celebration at Dardar's house.
Because he was sick, hence, we can't go anywhere.
Poor Dardar.
As a result, we can't join Xy & Nel.
=(

On new year day, I spent my whole day working.
=(
Well, at least my pay is 1.5 rate.
=)
Therefore, no win no lose situation.
Haha.

On X'mas eve, I celebrated with Dardar, Bo Chun, Jo, Jacky, Jing, Ziying, Seah, Dawn & Shaun at East Coast Chalet.
We exchanged presents, BBQ, play games, tell ghost stories and drink at night.
All photos are in both Jo's and Jing's cameras.
I forgot to bring mine.
Zzzzzzz...

On X'mas, I celebrated with Dardar and his secondary friends at Xy house.
While the guys were drinking, I'm playing MJ.
Initially was on winning side, but in the end, no win no lose.
Back to the starting point/money.
Zzzzzzz...
Is that a good or a bad thing?
I don't know.
LOL.

Last Saturday, I went to Jurong Bird Park with Dardar, Xy & Nel.
But I still prefer zoo & Night Safari than Bird Park.
Because every bird looks almost the same too me.
Nothing really interests or impress me.
But it was still a fun and joyful trip after all.
Even though there was a moment I feel down because of... ... ...
Almost every moments were filled with laughter because of Xy.
Everyone I know who and also know Xy will love to tease her.
Don't know why too.
Even her bf luh.
I think it is because she is way too cute and blur sotong.
Therefore, she's fun to tease with.
LOL.
And I gave her a new nickname, 傻大妹.
This name so suits her luh.
No doubts man.
Anyway, when will be our next outing?

Yesterday, initially the plan was to play board games with Dardar, Xy & Nel at Tampines but the shop was not opened.
Therefore, we changed to alternative plan, which was catch a movie at Tampines GV, either 'Yes Man' or 'Ip Man'.
However, both the shows we wanted to watch were almost fully booked which only left the first 4th rows seats.
As a result, all of us stayed at home.
LOL.

Today, I went to JB with Dardar and my parents.
We went there early in the morning till night.
Ohhh, so tired luh.
And I think all of us is somehow sick of JB.
Today we went to Holiday Plaza to buy games and movies, City Square for shopping and mummy hair cutting.
We have went there twice.
Nothing much over there.
this trip I only bought games and bra set.
Thats all.
Ohhh yaaaa, today I witness a daylight robbery at JB luh.
Just right in front of me.
But the victim wasn't me.
Luckily!
Thanks God!
I was so stunned when I saw that luh.
But dardar didn't saw the incident even though he was right beside me because he was facing the other side.
Zzzzzzz...
If not, he will also be as stunned as me.
And I think Singaporeans are blessed.

And... ... ...
Chinese New Year is coming!!!
I am not mentally and physically prepared yet.
However, my pocket/wallet is prepared for $$$$$$$!
Ching Ching!
LOL.
It's just another 3 weeks.
Wooo, so fast luh...

Sigh, so many things to do but so little time.
God, please give me more time!

P.s * Hope Dardar's toe will recover soon.
I feel somehow hurts and scared when I see the wounds luh.






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