fuck FucK FUCK!!!
Sighhhhhhhhhhhh...
Darn freaking disappointed.

I wanted to book chalet for my 21st birthday.
NO SLOTS available. :( :( :(
Okie I know my fault, it's TOO LATE to book now moreover it's falls on a PH.
Big sigh sigh sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh

When I wanted to ask SOMEONE about an opinion, HE yelled at me on the phone.
WTF?
It's not NECESSARY at all...
I'm just asking for opinion not for SCOLDING!
I hate it!
Yes, his fox tail is coming out 1 by 1. I supposed.
Argh...

It's never like before anymore.
I hate it.
Yes I can blog whatever I want to.
My happiness, my sadness, angry-ness and etc.
THIS IS MY BLOG!

I want a breakaway please.
Somewhere, to enjoy myself, indulge myself, relax myself for a FEW days and maybe I will be satisfied.
I wanted to go BANGKOK so badly but someone die die also don't wanna to go.
Well, I hope I'm able to go with my friends...

Maybe I'm going holiday with my bf during august.
Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe...
Anticipating.
That is what I have always longed for!
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!!

I'm not a KID anymore!
I need a break DESPERATELY!
After I have completed my ACCA level 1.
I will defiantly find a accounting job and at the same time continue my level 2 in the evening.
I need to earn my own money now and at the same time gaining experience.

I don't want any more nagging!
I need some peace!
PLEASE DON'T PUT ALL YOUR EXPECTATIONS ON ME!
NEITHER EXPECT ME TO BE A 100% GOOD GIRL!
Seriously I don't like it.
I feel pressured and stressed.
NOBODY IS PERFECT!

Yeah you have heard how good is other people's daughter or whatever.
Have you know their bad things?
Who will go out and tell people their bad things? Of course people will defiantly show off their good things what.
Logical!
I always believe when there's is good, there's is bad too.
Everything is balanced.
Noting is perfectly good nor bad.


You want me to do household.
Okie I admit. I'm wronged at this.
But I really hate doing it. I'M LAZY!
How I wish Yati is with us all around 365days and not alternate months. Zzzzz...

You want me to join classes.
But sometimes I don't feel like going.
Plus I .... .... ....
I HAVE MY OWN CHOICE!

You want me to tell you where I'm going.
Yeah, I used to tell you where I'm going.
But dont know when, since i tell you i'm going somewhere you will nagged at me or whatever.
you know.

Staying out late is not a SIN!
Staying over is not a SIN too!

I hate you nagged at me like nobody business.
Sometimes... .... ...

Sigh, I don't wish to say anymore.
Yeah, I'm 21 soon, I wish to have my FREEDOM & my OWN SPACE!

Now I shall be a good girl before my driving.
Wash dishes and vacuum floor.

GONE!