Sadness
Thursday, January 8, 2009 |12:01:00 PM
Nobody will understand and no words can really describe how I feel now.
I just feel so lost and helpless.
Tears just can't stop flowing out from my eyes.
My hearts bleed.
It just can't stop and it's so painful.
I'm badly hurt by 2 things.
2 different things from 2 different person.
And these 2 person are those who I love.
These things were a great sorrow to me.
I don't know what I really want now.
What should I do to make my loves ones happy?
Or maybe myself happy?
Can someone teach me?
Because I really have no idea.
For now,
I'm paranoid.
I'm angry.
I have lose my sanity.
I'm petty.
I'm selfish.
I feel so cold inside.
I'm sad.
I'm troubled.
I'm tearing.
I just wanna to be alone.
Nope, maybe I want you to be by my side.
.
.
.
.
.
Can someone lend me his/her shoulder to cry on?
This post is meant ONLY for ME!
Since blogger can't lock post i shall only have to do this.
I know there are still ways to see this but ya, if you see this just pretend as though you didn't.
Please don't ask.
I don't wish to say.
Nope, maybe you guys could help.
Just LIE TO ME and tell me IT"S GONNA TO BE OKAY!
To my loves one, just LIE TO ME and say Yes, YOU LOVE ME!
I just feel so lost and helpless.
Tears just can't stop flowing out from my eyes.
My hearts bleed.
It just can't stop and it's so painful.
I'm badly hurt by 2 things.
2 different things from 2 different person.
And these 2 person are those who I love.
These things were a great sorrow to me.
The truth is, she thinks about you constantly.
She would do anything for you.
Smiles :) inside when you notice her.
Think about you before she falls asleep.
And right when she wakes up, she notices everytime you look her way.
BUT UNFORTUNATELY...
You don't look her way often enough to see these things.
And I bet you never will.
IT HURTS A LOT.
I don't know what I really want now.
What should I do to make my loves ones happy?
Or maybe myself happy?
Can someone teach me?
Because I really have no idea.
For now,
I'm paranoid.
I'm angry.
I have lose my sanity.
I'm petty.
I'm selfish.
I feel so cold inside.
I'm sad.
I'm troubled.
I'm tearing.
I just wanna to be alone.
Nope, maybe I want you to be by my side.
.
.
.
.
.
Can someone lend me his/her shoulder to cry on?
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This post is meant ONLY for ME!
Since blogger can't lock post i shall only have to do this.
I know there are still ways to see this but ya, if you see this just pretend as though you didn't.
Please don't ask.
I don't wish to say.
Nope, maybe you guys could help.
Just LIE TO ME and tell me IT"S GONNA TO BE OKAY!
To my loves one, just LIE TO ME and say Yes, YOU LOVE ME!
