Emo-ing
Sunday, January 3, 2010 |11:06:00 PM
The first dismal dispiriting days of January.
Are your friend(s) fake or true to you?
True can be easily identified however fake is really hard.
Because they can fake all the time.
Because they can fake all the time.
Blessed if you have true friends.
Cherish them!
It's hard to find one.
Emo-ing.
Oh dear, this isn't me or perhaps it's me?
Well, I'm those kind of person who thinks alot at night.
No doubts.
I look positive and cheerful BUT inside me I'm not.
Really.
Sometime MOST of the time I jealous envy of others who have good life, rich, success in whatever they do, have no worries & etc.
Basically everything they have are 100 times better than me.
Why is that so?
How about me?
Why all bad things falls on me?
Where's the goods ones? (please come to me *begging*)
Am I really very bad?
Sigh...
It's the brand new year 2010, I should be happy and awaiting for happier/better days ahead of me.
What happened?
I'm glad that I have superb family, magnificent bf and awesome darling.
Haman are never content.
Am I one of them?
They will start cherish when they lost it.
But it's already too late.
For me, I have a real case, and that's really depressing.
Well, I'm both mentally & physically tired.
More rants in my mind but who will know?
Sigh...
Nights.
Tomorrow is the start of my working (LiveChat for TP) for 12 days straight.
No off days including weekdays.
Can you imagine?
OMG!
Chaos!
Really.
Basically everything they have are 100 times better than me.
Why is that so?
How about me?
Why all bad things falls on me?
Where's the goods ones? (please come to me *begging*)
Sigh...
It's the brand new year 2010, I should be happy and awaiting for happier/better days ahead of me.
What happened?
I'm glad that I have superb family, magnificent bf and awesome darling.
Haman are never content.
They will start cherish when they lost it.
But it's already too late.
Well, I'm both mentally & physically tired.
More rants in my mind but who will know?
Sigh...
Nights.
Tomorrow is the start of my working (LiveChat for TP) for 12 days straight.
No off days including weekdays.
Can you imagine?
OMG!
Chaos!
